today morning got sent to dunno which teacher for my uniform. damm the mr bean lah, i already tucked in properly he still make noise. D: hmph, and yang mei mei came to find me, kept pinching me and i was like laughing in front of everyone. D:

and i kidnapped janice's pooh, i rape it! lol
naked pooh. :D


anyway, lessons was fine. i was daydreaming the wholeeeeeeeee day can. D: mr bean kept asking me questions lucky people behind helped me.

after school went queen's way had lunch with darling E.T and si mi ho. (:
darling went back after that left me and si mi ho. :D
i bought a bag at zinc with her. :D and i got my member card! :DD

went ikea with her after that, mess around again. trying to have fun like last time with elaine. :D

woooohooos~ ESTHER TAN IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN THE WORLD.


ti tok ti tok. :DD



crabbing away. :D


woots. (:


the shining light. :D


horny cat. :D it was supposed to be its tail.


well, thats all.
darling just promised will go out with me on thur! I LOVE E.T can! :D

dearest, iam getting exhausted.
giving up perhaps may be a better choice.


shien-li ; so bad that you didnt stay back. D: ily tons. <3
janice ; how can i forget? toot.
meldon ; ah, i like to put it up there. dont make noise. D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANICEEEEEEEEEEEEEE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!! :D
yes its my dear's birthday. (: she prob thought that iam ignoring her as i didnt reply her message. iam not alright, my prepaid low. :D

well, apart from it. i haven't been update for like three days? so i got lot to do. D:
firstly, i went to jurong swim with simin. :D
quite fun actually, most of the times were chatting. i disturbed her alot.

ME : why your neh suddenly became small when you wear your swimming suit?
SIMIN : this is the actual size what.
ME : ya right, probably you change your diamond bra or you took all the toilet paper out.
SIMIN : I NEVER!
ME : you just told me that was your actual size..

LOL!
iam still so fair after a long day under the sun. D:
i dont like it can, i prefer me to be black black. D:

me and simin. :D

monitor UNTHANAN. :D


shawn and chuanshen! lol

mr chua canceled my smiley. D:

janice did this. disgusting colour can. D:

shien-li ; ohh mydearrrrrr. ! :D yea can see from the picture. lol. you look so cute lah can! :D loveyou tons! (:
Janice ; happy bday DEAR! :D thanks for keeping my tag board alive right! haha. and my blue black cus you are violent can, not cus iam fair. D: ILY. :D
E.T ; hello ET! :D lol. thanks and, asshole is for SOMEBODYELSE. muhahahas! ily tons! thanks for tagging. :D
YANLIN ; haha. thanks. :D iove this song alot too. :D thanks for tagging. loveeeed. :D
peifen ; sorry mydear, i will link you asap. :D loveyou lots. (:
shiyuan ; haha! thanks for tagging. loveyou lots. :D
galdys ; haha! thank for tagging, you are more cute can. (:
hazel ; i put i cus i find it super cute. lol. ILY!

iam going to crap alot in this post, be prepared.

bored bored bored.
meldon is like rushing me for the tee lah, but what can i do? no stock. D:
and you own me something cannnnnn. D:

Janice make my hand blue black, the colour like shit. she said its because iam fair, bullshit can. D:

dontwant to post already, look at pictures. :D

wahahahas, cute right. :D

what was she peeping at? D:

my ahma cute right? :DD

" %$#$*&$# " D: fierce.

he was eying on some girls outside the window. :D pervertic gaoqiang, sicko.


ahh iam lazy.
and and i will call meldon UNCLE from now on wards. :))

can i give up?

my brother is being disgusting okay, he was like digging the fish's eye and he
actually ate it. i cant stop ewwww-ing. D:

i bathed, got myself change. everything was nicely done then my mum called want me to fetch my brother. ): even though i had an umbrella, i still got myself wet as the rain was rather heavy. D:
so once i reached home, i bathed again. D:

school is kind of fun today, maybe because i miss school too much? (:

i daydream-ed during physics, because i didnt bring my spects and i couldnt see anything on the board.
after that was LIT, seriously.. i forgot what we did. D:

English today was damm fun lah can.
mess around the class since theres no teacher for like one period. :D
i bullied my monitor uthanan.
then theres this pervert teacher came in, but he didnt care much too.
we were like, paperball-fighting. (: wahaha. i started it.
eh, uthanan was like. kept threw the monitoring book to me, want me to do. i threw back, then we threw here and there until the front page tore. D: ahhh, not my fault cann. ):

after recess was bio.
i shall call mr prathap mr bean now, i dont like his name. i shall upload his photo someday to let you see how alike they are. D:
i was day-dreaming, i stared at the door. he said i was staring at teng wei, dumb. D:
i day dream alot now a days, became one of my hobby. dunno if its a good thing.

and meldon lim, dont forget you are going to show me your beat box, and send me your video tomorrow okay? aha.
janice dont be jealous. aha jk. (:

ily. (:
you knew it.

shien-li ; aha! i knew it! you love me morrrre. ily too okay! muuuua. i can talk to you none-stop for few hours. omg.
janice ; okay i will find both of your. and i emo really for no reason can. not because of mchong. you cannot emo also, you emo more, i molest you more.
caiyan ; thanks for tagging. :D ily too! (:
hazel ; you molester also! hmph! aha.
zhixiu ; mydear, i linked. (:
yaomin ; haha, thanks alot. long time never talk to you already. ):
Jacelyn ; hey i already started to miss you okay! when can i see you again?
Jiamin ; i will! iam gonna miss you alooot can! mua. ily.
min ; haha! hellllloooooo. thanks for tagging! ily tons. (:
weijie ; ehh, i blog because i love it. not cus of too much time. but thanks for tagging anyway. (:

for janice's sake, i post.

today i went to my senior, sili's church.
its quite fun? not like a church, very different from mine. maybe i will consider to switch? haha. (: its for teens, so its like not boring at all. at my own church i always end up sleeping half way through. D:

they talked bout peace, emptiness in your heart.
which did help me. :D it make me not so emo after all.
and yes janice, i am sorry that i forgot.
thanks, you and shien-li cheered me up. :D iam damm lucky to have friends like your lah. ILY so much cannn! :DD

and jacelyn laogong, ily okay! i love talking to you so so much lah please. :D

you should know me well what kind of person am i,
after being close friends for years.
so far, i only quarreled with you for once. i mean as a friend.
and maybe you have a new group of friend, so you dont care how i feel anymore.
maybe for you, love mean much more than anything else.
mchong maybe you wont give a damm even if you see this, but it doesnt matter anymore.

just a smile of yours.
will brighten up my day. (:

this is officially my 50th post.
47 post in another account. (:

i was kind of emo yesterday. due to some reason or another. D:
i did my bio homework, is not i dontwant to do myself but i forgot to bring my text book home. so i asked janice almost every question. thanks. (:

i sms-ed meldon at night, he was like kept crapping lah. i asked a question he was like, " if i dunno i can go die. " in the end he really dunno. -.- yea so i called him go die, " okay i go die see what will happen to you. " thats what he replied. D:

i cant accompany you today, i spent a day with you yesterday and we have fun. but i must leave you alone, i need fresh air outside.. sorry my dear.. computer.

iam crapping around i know, but i just feel like posting okay. :D

it isnt a nice thing liking you.
but that kinda feeling just wont go away, i dunno why.
i will just wait. (:

shien-li ; haha, if we got the chance. (:
janice ; haha, janice jealous. i tag you more than i tag meldon okay. D: my blogskin is nice. and you must not be emo so i wont.
peifen ; aha, thanks for tagging often. okay, i will. (:
Jacelyn ; laogooong. :D ILY tons. lets meet up again another day okay? (:
Jiamin ; yea i miss the way we laugh, so crazyyy. :D
scret amierer ; eh, i really dunno who are you but can you write your real name please?

iam supposed to have tuition today, but she didnt reply my message. D:

i dislike youtube, watch a video must wait for years lidat. D:
and my bro is watching some girly stuffs, weirdo.

iam so bored, dont feel like talking to anyone lah, sorry if i didnt reply your message or msn. theres a strange feeling inside me and i dunno how to describe it. D: feeling kind of emo, its like last time. empty inside, i get this feeling after you left. i know i shouldnt. trying to cheer myself up now.

post is kinda short when iam moodless. D:

shien-li ; (: i want to talk to you more too. but someone say my blogskin suck. janice sie. D:
jacelyn ; sorry dear, i forgot bout you. i will add you up. :D laogong ILY.
zhixiu ; haha. you cuter. (:
abby ; aha! yea you still own me one. i want to see you sooo much lah. D:
jiamin ; LAOPO! ily too! we shall meet this few days ya? (:
meldon ; you are weird lah please, why you write me? -.- thanks for tagging. :D
janice ; cus you com got something wrong thats why you know. only you get shock lah weirdo. D: and you are sweet. (:

blogskin changed. :DD
i accidentally deleted the hmtl thats why i did all over again for like 2hours. D:

hmmm, post tomorrow? its kind of late today. (:

you can just tell me the answer, it wont hurt me.
iam confuse, very.

uhoh, i itchy hand and went to touch the blogskin hmtl, now i got to change again soon. D:

today mrpradap never come! aha, i was so happy lahh. :D

DandT inthe morning, sooo not fun lah this week. :[
did drawings only, then teacher nagged for half an hour just cus we were too noisy.
i would rather he scold lah.. D: i slept with the help of my fringe. :) praise me man.

english we did some oral practise and had our recess? (:

mr chua took over the class since pradap didnt come, i feel guilty for bullying him. D: he is always so nice. :) sorry mr chua. D:
after that was GEO, ms lee is being anonnying. so what if i dont have my timetable? isit your business? and you have to scold me cus of that, its just a timetable okay. and i just found it in my bag.

today's maths lesson was totally a torture.
firstly, mr goh scolded me for my school U. i think he is in a bad mood today, usually he dont really cares. then, he make me stand for like whole period simply cus i forgot to bring my worksheet.
then then, he make us stayed back for like 20min cus we were noisy.. torture.

after school theres something happen, simin cried. D:
went to eat at SP then slacked at school. :D
went home like about 6.

i dont like it when people cut in when iam having a conversation with mydear.
its kind of irritating, and i dont like it when iam being left out. D:
i wanted to go away so many times, but i just ignored.
iam not being jealous, but we are closefriends are we? dont left me out, dont left ANYONE out. can? ):

should i? or should i not? iam confuse. D:
but ily, iknow i do.

okay finee janice. my tagboard colour changed cus she said that it was ugly. :[

today school was fine? mr pradap said today school will have a heavy check on uniform but inthe end just the normal checking. liar. :[

MATHS ; we learnt algebra. omg i dont understand a word he teach lah, what a-b-c-....... i need my tutor to save me. D:

HTM was totally a torture, as mr chua was nagging about his last times and he kept prasing himself indirectly. D: he wanted to send me to office, cus i didnt pass up the form. the form which supposed to get my mother sign cus i skip lesson alot of times. urrrrh, in the end he didnt. phew.

went canteen straight for recess and brought my bag down?
ohh praise me man, i lost my bag after that. yes, lost.
went down to find during GEO but counldnt find it, went office nobody found my bag. :[
i was so depress after that lah, alot of important stuff inside. D:
after that they told me try to go office after school.
at last i got it back. :DD
went home damm early today, like 2plus?
i was tired and bored.

alright fine, i admit i still like meldon lim okay?
feeling are still there. :]]

iam glad that you've get me out of your mind. :D
me too. :] so lets wish, we can continue be friends. as close as lasttime. :D

i feel like posting.
but i dont feel like posting.
clever ones will know what i meant.

mother is nagging, i dunno why she does.
crazy, i start a topic about simin after that she change the subject to me. iam not trying to say anything but well, i know who is lian and who isnt. but she dont trust me. :[ iam angry.

iam going to jump here and there as i said i didnt feel like posting.
iam gonna delete my friendster account.
currently msn-ing with meldon, so less people online. :[ all went to eat dinner.
wulalalalalalalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
i dunno what to post anymore. D:
i ❥ shien-li, janice, hazel, adelene, jacelyn, elaine.tan.
muua!
ahhhaa, iam high-ing. :[


F R I E N D. the best word to describe us now.
managed not to miss you all the time, admit i do miss the past though.
thanks for everything. :D
ILY ; for what we were and the memories you gave.
; for what we are and the laughters you give. :]

a short post and am off to adelene's party. :]

i think iam going to wear my elmo as cookie monster is washing. :D

ytd went out with mc, kw and elaine.
slacked at chinatown and play poker, i lose alot leh.
10 dollar become like 3plus. :[
and they ran around with my slipper, handphone and bag. so i and elaine had to chase them around like crazy women. -.-
after that kahweng went off cus he assume that i bullied him. -.-
slacked without kahweng loh, he went lan shop if am not wrong. crazy monkey. :]
mc walked with bare foot cus we took his slipper. LOL
after that i spoiled one of them, spent about half an hour to fixed it.
went home around 9 30? :]

hope today will be fun. :DD

realised, we are much more suitable being just friends.
theres no jealousy, anger, quarrels or what ever.
we could just mess around without worrying you or me will get jealous. :]
its nice isnt it?
maybe we shouldnt have even start the relationship at e first place.
being just friend like the past few years, is much better. :D

iam seriously bored mannnn. :[
today supposed to have my tuition, but tutor said she sent me a message to changed date but i didnt reply. bullshit, i never even recieve the message please.
right, woke up at 8 today. on com for fewmin shut down, did some drawing. :D
spent 2hr and yea. :D



i prefer the one holding teddy, not so emo. :D

asked kahweng to entertain me, make me laughed awhile then he ignored me. D:
all the best. you know what iam talking about. :] since you trust me, i wont break my promise. monkey. :D

i was emo-ed.
but iam okay now. :D

VALERIE GUI. if you dontwant people to hate you, repect.
people talk to you nicely dont give that knida attitude,
iam not bothering what shit you doing. if you didnt do, you wont be worrying when iam asking. if you dunno how to fight back, then admit. no need to say like I DONT CARE or LAME.

iam trying to ignore you, so that i can forget.
i think it works. :]
perhaps what i miss is our past, not you.
what i need to forget is you but not the memories. :]
though i cant bear to let go, but i know.. holding on wont get any better. both for you and me. :]
cus you dont feel the same for me anymore. :D

elaine LIM is currently sleeping on my bed.
LOL. yea she didnt go home.

yesterday went out with jiamin and more, kinda miss the past. when we could talked like this almost everyday. :D
others went off left me and elaine at jiamin's house.
talked and talked and talked. :] ate dinner at her house.
about 9plus we go, elaine said she dont want go home. asked for permission then she stayed at my house. :D off the com at one, chat until 3 30 she fell asleep. LOL! cute.
l8r seriously i dunno where to go. waiting for SM to reply my message. so i can go out with her. :D

oh i got my 9th piercing done!

thats where i wanted to pierce so long ago. :DD

since i got nothing more to crap about.
uploading pictures of my loved ones. :D

SHIEN-LI ♥

you are the one i love talking to, and you will ALWAYS BE. :D love to stay back just to talk to you. :] i got nothing more to say, but i think you should know how much you meant. :D ILY.

JANICE ♥

you told me to mention your name. here you go, a proper one. :D
i just realised, you are seriously HIGH why you are not emo. just like the first few week of school, do you know that i thought you were crazy? LOL waved to a stranger and shouted my name so loud. :D dont be emo ya? i will be there for you. :D ILY.

E.T ♥

sweetie! i didnt expect we will be that close when at the starting i hate you so much. i dunno why i did when you are actually so niccce. :D so far, you are the only person i can find in newtown that can be so crazy like me. :] HIGH. seriously, i really need someone like you so my life in newtown wont be that bored.:DD ILY!

HAZEL ♥

dear AHMA. iam sorry for being evil, but i just love to disturb you. you are so innocent, believe everything i said. :D having you in class is real fun. :] ILY hazel. :D

well, anymore want me to mention. do tag me. :D
lazy to post anymore.


slowly, iam forgetting.
you, your smile, your voice, EVERYTHING.
maybe sometimes i will still wonders about you.
i left with no regrets, at least once i tried my best.
i wont be crying anymore, not for you. :]
takecare.

i know my blogskin is ugly. D:
tomorrow i will update. sorry.

today went to tiong slacked with elaine, kw and mc.

me and elaine reached first, we went to playground as elaine brought her volleyball. :D played and chat for while. mc called, said they at LJ with kw and they saw jia min. so we went to find them? :)

ate choco cream pie. ohoh and i saw JACELYN laogong! :DD she was like, are you esther? finally i got a clear look of how she looked like! LOL
mc and kw was laughing away bout my hair. hmph! D:

slacked at playground, again. mc and kw kept disturbed us while we were playing VB. D: maybe they were bored or something? then they ran around with my slipper just cus i dont lend them monney... -.- chat and joke until weixiong come.
its kind of funny lah, we laughed none stop. maddddddd. enjoy hanging out with them. :DD well, i molested MC. LOL jk. is you disturbed me first okayyy!
hmph.
saw few familiar faces, I MISS ZHANGDE. ):
nothing else to blog about, and iam seriously lazy. :D

JANICE. here you go cuite, i mentioned your name. LOL!

memories is the reason why i couldnt give up.
how nice if i have just one more day, to let you be mine.
i just realised you actually meant that much.

lessons were still boring, expecially when theres 3 period for mr pradap.
he claime that i talked during assembly and i was rather quite, he didnt punished me and he said he is GIVING MEE CHANCE. wtf.
he said i myhair was still messy when i clip up my hair, damm.

ms chong talked to me today? she asked me about joanne's thing, she believe that i didnt do it. i told her i know who did that but iam not supposed to say. :]
she is nice. :DD

after school was damm fun.
at first went sp with simin, SJ, hazel, elaine and janice.
:DD
after that me, lapat and elaine went queen's way,lapat supposed to buy her mum's present but ended up bought a bag for herself, LOL!
they said i looked blurrr.. -.-
after that went to IKEA, omggg lah.
we turned the ikea upside down.
we were rather high. :D
everything we saw we would touched and comment about it, we would laughed like mad cus of lil things. went crazy in ikea.
then i think.. i broke something. LOL! it was like so funn lah, me and elaine like joker lidat. wont stop laugh and joke. muhahaha.


well, i know today's post is sort of boring as my mind is totally blank now. sorry. :[

feelings may gone someday, but memories will never be erased.
i will never forget you, even if i dont stand a place in your heart anylonger.


JOANNE. dont think i ignore you means you can do anything you like.
i let you off since i dunwant any quarrels. but DONT GO TOO FAR. you think i wont know what you wrote on your personal message when you blocked me? loser. if you really not happy with me and want to make comments, do it right infront of me, what a loser. damm.

right, there goes my newhair style. stop laughing, i know it looks funny.

and JANICE SIE ZI JUN, here goes my update. happy? :]

iam proud of myself that i reached school early today and i didnt take a taxi.
people were commenting about my hair, what to do? i just dun like my fringe to be too long. it irritate me alot. :) omg iam so damm lucky mannn, mrs foo didnt come. so i no need to get scolded for not doing my homework. haha. :D
as for mr pradap's lesson, he spent half a period nagging. best part is, he knew he was. -.- he comment that i didnt put in effort on mywork, i was pissed as in every work of mine he would comment without fail. damm.

and i got 12/30 for my maths test. failed but not that bad, as in 1/3 of my class failed the test. muahaha. :DD
CHINESE ; mr chua was damm cute, he kept shhh-ing. its like every singel sentence there is a shhhh, we were laughing like mad. wrote compo, i did it kind of fast which is abnormal. :]
english was kind of bored. shoot fewboy's ear, they were like kept ouch-ing. LOL :D

shien-li didnt stay back today, so i was like dunno where should i go. stayed at the carteen awhile, when my wallet was taken by SOMEPEOPLE.
then went janice's house, her sister was cute. LOL went home with simin at 5plus. :] iam being a good girl this fewdays, go home quite early.

just now mybrother lost my key, turned the house upside down still couldnt find. then, in the end i found it in the washing machine.. i dunno how he put in. dumb.

so what if iam single? its none of your business. so what if your are attached? it doesnt prove you anything.

nothing is gonna change even i be true to myself.