peeeppper! sorry for not posting these few days. was lazy and kinda busy. :x

on friday
went backed to ZHANGDE! :D
i went so bloody high there, saw alot of friends. like, i miss them so much la pleaseeee. DD:
talked to Mrs Jeya and took a picture with her. :D

and MCHONG baby. :D


Hairless WeiJie. :D

i'm Peiqi's siaozabor. :D






Simin,


went peiqi house took a photo with her cat. :D


SATURDAY
i woke up at 6 30, just to accompany peiqi to her boyfriends's camp. :D
they showed us some stuffs around the camp and left.
ate and went to meet boyfriend, Jason, Jiamin and Tracy. :D
slacked awhile around Tiong.
Tracy left, then Jason, then Jiamin. :D
went to Marina Square and walked around.
i was so tired, D: slept on boyfriend's shoulder on the way to cresent. :D

Sat outside Isk house. with Isk, Jason, Yuan Xiang, Kevin and boyfriend.
talked and joked until 9 30 and boyfriend sent me home. :D
andand, boyfriend saw dirty things. :( dont think too much okay？
dont disturb them and they wont do anything to you alright?

SUNDAY
went to great world with Jiamin and kevin,
ate at Bishmon, went membina slacked awhile.
kevin left and i went Jiamin's house.
boyfriend was having tuition. :D
i wait for him then we left. :D
some pictures i took with jiamin,






and then i zilian abit. :D



done with post.


i wonder why is everyone changing, D: first is xxx, then now you.
you used to tell us whatever stuffs before you do.
but now, we are the last to inform that you broke up with Him and go for another guy.
you dont even bother to tell me uh? what is this for?
you know, i am pissed off. Just that i dont bother to show it on the phone Just now.
from now onwards, do whatever you want. i wont care already.
and seriousjavascript:void(0)
Publish Postly, you are changing to someone we dontknow.

let pictures do the talkings. :D

so mouldy picture. :D


lesson was boring today, i failed my bio like expected. i bought the wrong book home to study uh. DAMMIT. then my mum just told me that some dontknow teacher called her today. i still dontknow what did she told my mother. hope nothing go wrong.

like whatthehell, i stained my skirt in the morning. -.- lucky nothing can be seen after i washed it. sorry people who i shouted at today, mood was really bad. plus my stomach is killing me the WHOLE DAY. D:

went Bugis after school to get myself a slipper, the went backed to Tiong.
slacked, went to peiqi's house. Slacked around Ho swee, talked to her about alot alot of stuffs. THANKS PEIQI. :D

reached home around 8 45.
didnt get to see boyfriend today. o.o

I hope it isnt too late to realize how important you are to me.

Yesterday
went to vivo with Peiqi, calvin, weijie, weixiong, simin and boyfriend.
Peiqi and calvin quarreled again, buay tahan calvin sia. D:
Because of this kind of small lil thing, it happen so many times.
I feel unfair for peiqi nah. D:

ate a KFC, slacked around at arcade. walked around,
awhile later calvin and peiqi left for camp and cousin house.
rest of us bus-ed to safra play pool.
I WIN SIMIN. :D

boyfriend left, we slacked around.
went home with simin around 10. :D
she stayed over at my house. o.o

our love is on the run.

yesterday was our one month,
and boyfriend gave me this.



I LOVE ETXY = I LOVE ESTHER TAN XIAO YUN
its amazing la alright. :D
i love you baby. :)

today i did nothing much though, went to pizza hut and ate my lunch with hazel and shien li, they laughed like crazy women. -.-
went to Peiqi's house, the went to Some car park. slacked and all, saw Pamelia steadstead and others. :]
went home around seven plus.

i hope things wont go wrong, seriously.

against the odds between us

！ :D
I was late for school for a few minutes time, along with simin, dayan, maria, vivan and a bunch of people. they recorded down our names, then make us sit outside the hall like morons until 10am. I WAS LATE FOR ONLY FEW MINUTES. i am lucky that i dint get detention even though i was late for more than 5times. and simin went for 2 detentions when shes only late for four times. -.-

was really tired in school today, D: had my test on respiration which i dontknow if i can pass. o.o

went to Bugis with simin after school, bought anni present and some stuff. reached home around seven.

school is getting really fuck now a days, even though i am making a effort on my studies. still, life dont get any better. Most of the teachers suck, lessons suck even when its recess, the only thing i look forward to when i was in school is when we dismiss. i dont want to feel this way either, i dont know whats wrong. I want my old self back, the happy one. i am trying very hard to. everytime when i go home, nobody is home. its worst than i am in school, whats wrong with me, everything.
i will try to smile people, i will.

its 2.36 am now.
finish with this post and i am off to call baby. :D

went to east coast with baby, :D
took 196 there. he disturbed me and he didnt allow me to disturb him back. D:
haha, did nothing much actually.
just walk and sit down. talked, laughed and joke.
around seven. peiqi, weixiong, calvin, weijie and simin came to find us.
then after that baby sent me home. :D
short post today uh.
its late and i am tired.

i think i cant live without you.

today was merely fine, just that i failed my GEO test since i didnt bring my textbook yesterday. o.o
these few days in school i was damm hyper, it make teo shien li laugh like crazy women.
oh well, everything seems perfectly fine now. :D

assembly was short, dismissed and bus-ed to bugis with Valerie and simin.
didnt meet boyfriend today. o.o
went bugis street, then eat at LJS. :D
after that val went home.
left me and simin, very long never shop with her already. :D
laughed like crazy women.

after rounds and rounds,
i bought this ;


some earings, and a boxer for boyfriend. :D

reached home kind of early today, around 6. :]

I'm losing my mind.

camera shyyyyy. :DD

i will pass my history, definitely. :D i studied until midnight yesterday. D:
then today whole day i was like, sleep in class. o.o

after school baby came to fetched me. :D
along with pei qi's boyfriend.
went her boyfriend's house at height with simin and all.
he cooked thing for us to eat. :D

then went to play pool and all.
boyfriend left, then i bused home. :]

thinking that i wont be seeing you for 2days.
i am already dying here.

today's listen was like, slacked. :D
got to sit on the floor since i didnt do my maths homework.
laughed with the crazy shien li for two period and all. :D

went BMC to meet boyfriend and his friend.
jiamin, joshua and tracy came.
went cresent slacked with them. laughed alot alot. :D

pei-ed simin to tiong for awhile and backed home. :D

asshole. next time if you want to say something negative, SAY IT LOUDLY AND LET ME HEAR. stop being a coward and WHISPER like a idiot? i know you unhappy because of ______ la, but nothing will change even if you crap about us, once a loser. forever a loser. i dont even know whats good about you either, why was i so stupid uh.
you told me how good you can be, i LAUGH OUT SUPER LOUD when i see how coward you were. if you think i am talking about you, its YOU then. SCOLD ME RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. at least i will give you some respect. if not, FUCK FAR FAR AWAY and never come back. you bark like a idiot.

why is this happening.

ron


yesterday was totally crazy. :D

went out around 4 30. :D
meet jiamin, simin and boyfriend.
i cut my hair, not much difference.

meet weixiong, peiqi, kelvin and weijie at tiong. :D
took 195 to marina. :D
we had so so much fun on the bus.
reached marina square, went to eat our dinner. :D

we was like, finding a nice place for best view of fireworks. :D
because the it was going to start really very soon,
we ran like crazy people. o.o went up already got chased down by the fucking police. -.- we weren't suppose to go up.
after that went suntect skypark. :D

mc, botak, loren and luren came up.
mc was drunk, then he kept saying weird stuff.
he couldnt even sit properly la. D:
then _______ & _______ happened.
cabbed home with boyfriend, waited for the cab for super long.
D:
reached home around 11 45? :]
i pinched boyfriend's nib, MUHAHAHA!

nothing will go wrong, i promise. :D

pictures took yesterday during sports carnival and national day celebrations. :D

i wont want anything to go wrong,
i am loving you more day by day.
dont ever leave me alone, please?

peeps! :D
simin is staying over at my place today. :]
bloody nice la okay.

today didnt went to school.
home around 10. slacked and all.
boyfriend came around 4pm.
SIMIN IS VIOLENT. hah, she is killing me now.
her pillow fight hor, want to kill him likethat. -.-
had fun and he left 2 hours later. :)

post again soon. :]

baby, i promise i wont hide anything from you anymore.

this we took quite long ago. :D

anyway, today's lesson very slack.
biatch was absent so we got our free period.
went tiong with simin and peiqi.
miss tiong alot la okay, even though i didnt go there for only like, two days. o.o

and MRS F*, this is for you. :D

you, asshole.i dont mean to hate you this much.
but believe me, this is the first time i can hate a person. especially a teacher. yil like this.
didnt you noticed? i never even smile during your lessons even when the rest of the class was laughing away. i dont speak a word whenever you're around. i dont even bother to look at you when i happen to see you at anywhere?
this is the first time, i feel this way for someone.

because of a fucking file, and because you didnt fucking realized that i raised up my hand when you asked. you fucking called my mum. and you, being a fucking physics teacher, you told her that i got a fucking single digit for my fucking maths which was not even true. and because of all this, you just destroyed my relationship with mum which i took so so much effort on this few months. you wont know how bad this call can caused, you will never understand.

bitch, i swear i will never respect you. ever again.
you have no right.
i'm glad that you're absent today,
i will pray very very hard that you'll never come back.