Kay la I am bored, So I guess I should update. :D

My phone was confiscated = no alarm. So I actually woke up late today and reached school aroun 10 30, I know its really late because school ends at 12 today. But I thought I could get back my damn phone today.
But ended up I didn't. ): Got to go back on monday, -'-.

Got back our report book, Here is my results.
English : 63.6
Chinese : 71
Maths : 52.2
Science : 46
Geography : 48.8
Hist : 52.3
Literature : 52.5
D&T : 55.4
Art : 74.6

so basically my result wasn't good lah. ): work harder next year, I hope I can.
After school mood wasn't that good so decided to find hao ren at his place there, he dyed his hair gold. :O Chilled for awhile, went home early because I was really tired. and guess what, no one is at home again. -'-

Kay look I made an effort to change my blog skin. :)
Update tomorrow with photos I hope. (L)

Hello, I have got no photos yes. This post I am going to crap and complain and whine. Up to you if you are going to read it or not. (:

So basically, this few days is really... not my day.
its about family and school, things are just not right at all.

Well, I don't understand why mum are saying all the things about how bad I am, how I don't listen to her and make her angry everytime and whatever...
I meant, you didn't come back and leaving me alone at home for like 3, 4 days? By the time you come back home, I suppose the house is not messy. I did everything.. almost everything except for mopping the floor. And there you are saying I made the house messy. I came home early than anyone but just for yesterday, I was late abit and you are there saying I am home late everyday and dont care about anything at all? I mean like, I don't expect you to praise me or even appreciate that I make an effort try to do what you are telling me to do, what I need is just to see that I am start to change.. I really have no idea what to do already mum, home is not like a home now. I come back home and nobody speaks, sometimes nobody is even at home.. I know you are not going to read this and nobody will tell you. I love you mum, but what else can I do now?


And school, my phone got confiscated for two days already.
And teachers are accusing us for making trouble when we are not. I have nothing more to say, one more day to go.

I know nothing is going to solve even if I write it on my blog. I just feel so much better when I just write my feelings down here, and I really don't bother to hide anything.

Tags replied
(F) Zairong : wtf, I know you not ZR lah. If you think my boob SMALL then SMALL la but I don't put thing inside lah hor. -'-

Zai Rong : I am online but you are not. ): Eh nevermind lah, not your fault. :)

may i know : Clean and clear. (: Uh uh, no my skin is not really flawless. I use Bobbi Brown's foundation. :D

anonnn : Uh, both are my blog song my dear. :)

hello :D : hahaha yesyes, I really want to be taller. ):

haox3 : you are?

Janice : Hahahaha! :D

Yuting : (L)

Amanda : haha yesyes. Miss you alot la.

ppasser : its at street second floor. :)

anonymous : Haha thanks for the compliment! eh yes I pierced my tongue. :)

So tallll, ): Jealous

Today is really shitty for me, But well I believe tomorrow will back to normal.

Firstly, I slept at 5 in the morning, And 6 in the morning my Alarm didn't wake up up, manage to rush to school after Love's message.
Then, right after assembly got scolded for skipping school. Like wth? I have not been going to school for like how many days, and Ms Tham didn't bothered to care. But just that this time, Maen didn't go to school as well thats why she is thinking that we went out together or whatsoever.

Then went to discipline room, talked and talked. They actually know that I have been staying over at Love's place and so called worried for me.. I know what am I doing but it seems like they always like to get involve with my personally things, I hate it especially when it comes to relationship. I feel the unnecessary stress, and it somehow became the only problem we are having now. So how, I am tired.

They will be calling my parents up but I guess mum will be understanding enough.

After school went slacking with Hao Ren and then met Love, We really got nothing to do so just chilled somewhere under block. Was feeling kind of... I don't know what.

But today, is really not my day, and I don't feel good both physically and emotionally.
Kay I am tired, Very tired.

Tag replied
Maria :(L)
Maen : love you too. (:
Shu Min : hahaha, he is a sicko, pervert and Moron.
Nat : (:
Anon : Oh, Hello have life people.
Ahiceeee : Hahaha, yesyesyesyes! :D
Shu Min : thanks! (L)
PB : Really? Thanks for the compliment! (:
Adelene : yes very soon, I hope. Love you
Janice : hahaha, face easier to aim.
Abby : yeah lah, damn sick. ):
Pamelia : yeah see you! (:
Zenna : thanks! (L)
Cynthia : see you soon! (:
Dawn : hello. (:
Caiyan : hello. (:
郜强 : hello. (:
Shu Min : hahaha, I know. But thanks anyway! See you really soon kay. (L)
Abby : (L)!
Shien Li : I am. I hope you are too.
Ah Iceeee : I know, Thanks! (L)
Janice : Not anymore. :D
nameless : Chinese is Chen. (:
pppasser : its at bugis. (: haha thanks!
Reader : oh its at the second floor. :)
Jacelyn : not confrim yet. :O
Zenna : haha!
Zai Rong : Haha, Yeah la so long never see you and other people already. (:

Its 5am in the morning and I just can't sleep.. So just did almost all the house work for the sake of fun but still.. I don't feel tired at all. Why everyone sleep so early today? noooooooo one to talk to. ):

I love you, It explains everything.. Right?

I am currently at love's house with Hao ren now.
Will post the pictures when I get home. :D

Yesterday went to watch Night at the Museum2. Its very nice. (L)
Very cute and interesting. :D

POst again when I get home.

Cam whored and did stupid things at Hao ren house while waiting for Maen to finish his detention to end. (:

So I didn't go to school today, went to school and met them.
Chilled around clementi there and Haoren's house. :D

Was really bored, Glenn was watching porn from the start and seemed to be very happy. -.- But since he is only sec 1..... so yar.
Met Maen and york huan, chilled.
They want to go Jurong east, I was really tired so took a bus home.


Then, when I was walking back home, I noticed some guy was walking really close to me.

So I stared at him .
He stared back, looking at me from top to toe, then stop at my BOOBS.
YES THATS HOW DARING HE IS.
Me : STARE WHAT STARE!
Guy : * continue staring at me as if I am invisible.
Me : Stare some more!
and I was holding a can of coke by the way.
Guy : Stare like nobody's business.
Me : * Throw the whole can of coke on to his face.
Then he run.

Its like, imagine a guy stand there and stare at your boobs like that.
Was kind of scary, but I couldn't show that I was scared, if not I don't know what is he going to do to me. ): Scary.


Excuse me, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT AM I DOING WHEN MY BOYF DOESN"T EVEN CARE? you being a stranger, by looking at pictures say I am flirting? Like hello, they are all my close friends. Whats wrong with being close? And more ever, my boyfriend know and hang out with ALL of them. Everytime, He will be with me too. Must I really hang out with only girls then consider not flirting? Bull shits.

I failed failed failed failed failed my damn SCIENCE MY THAT ONE MARK! ):
I studied, but why I failed. ):

I passed my maths by 5 mark, tons of careless mistakes.
Got 52 for history, Chinese 157/200. Kay lah at least I passed them all, but left LIT, and Geographyyyyyyyyyyy. Pray hard that I can pass.
I got 80 for my arrrrrrrrrrrrttttttttttt. (L) Happy.


Maen's art is terribly nice, I envy envy and envy. ):



Randomly, Me. (:

I just realised, everything is so fake. Perfect no, maybe its just a sudden sense of distance between us that is making me feel unsafe, lost. If only I have the courage to shout, how am i feeling today. Its so suprising that, I just feel like blogging it out instead of talking to anyone. In the end, I realised everything was a lie, lies that I believed for so long. I thought I don't care? And where are you now? I miss you, where? At this point of time, all I need is just... Nevermind. Perhaps just a text will make me feel so much better, that you thought about me? Lost, disappointments, losing my sense of direction, losing my words, losing my smiles, losing my tears, lost of emotions, I feel like I am dead, for now. I am going for a walk now, hope that everything will eventually get better after I come back.

No one knows what am I talking and referring to, I bet.

I just came back from Maen's house, Didnt go home again. My family have been staying over at dont know where lately and leaving me alone at home, Tonight they are not coming back, too. ): But decided not to trouble Maen's family so got to come back home, I really don't like to be alone. ):

Going to school to get my result after that will be going out to find work. Don't want to spend my holiday slacking around wasting time. I am being really random today, got nothing much to post and I am bored.

Maen fell asleep. ):


nothing is unbeautiful, everything goes on so well.
I gave you everything, because I love you and I really mean it.

Tags replied :
Elaine : hahaha, love you. (L)
bleah : nah, I understand why is he doing this and won't blame him, I got nothing to lose but a friendship. But thanks anyway. :)
Nat : hello. :)
hellossss : haha, I have no idea too. Maybe is the angle I take the pictures and the light? I don't know. :)
lampasserby : I have the account but I don't use it anymore. :D
Reader :D : erm no I don't use it already, Just apply mascara. :) I got it at Bugis.
passerby : Will try too. :D
Shu Min : haha love you. (L)

I know it've been days since my last update, I got to study for exam and been home late. So no time for my blog. :D
I shall not post about things happened few days back because life was boring, slack + study everytime.
And science paper was hard, I hope I can pass.

Pictures below is the day we went to town together, Then after that we stayed over at Maen's house. (L) It was fun.
Pictures are not clear because I was using the front camera. :)

Gao Qiang. :D




Bestest, love. (L)





(L) I love you.



Hao Ren. (:




MCHONG, I am really speechless about everything.
If now I really mention what and why, people reading will get speechless too.
Since we have been friends for so long and I don't wish to get into any fights between us, and your girl. Since I have been the reason of the unhappiness between both of you, then sure I will just treat you like a stranger.


Tags replied :
Passed : alot of places, but tank tops usually can be found at many shops. (:
Passingz : Yes. (:
Elaine.L : hello, yes yes. Hope to meet up soon. (L)
Passerby : thanks. (:
Zai Rong : Happy mother day? Hahaha
Wkeong : Hello. :D
Zenna : hi sweetheart! (:
Reader : bugis street my dear. (:
hallo : Hi, Uh nope. I am using the transparent one. (:
Shu Min : haha, will think about it again. (L)
Nat : haha. :D
Zenna. (L)
hahaha : Hi, thanks for your advice. I will think about it again. (;
~_~ : hello, Thanks for the compliment. Will try to update often, continue viewing kay. (:
hellowello : oh its at far east, I bought it at 8 only. (:
Janice : hahaha. :D
Shu Min : I love you too. :D
Jonas Ng : oh, I wonder how you manage to find my friendster? Thanks anyway. :)
Abby : loveeeeeeeee(L)
Zhi Xiu : see you soon. :D

Tomorrow will be my paper for Geography, Yet I am not studying because nothing is getting in my brain. I doubt I will pass my Geography, will be working hard on other subjects, I hope I can.

Went to study at Jurong East library today, But couldn't really study much because they made me couldn't stop laughing. I know we were disturbing other people but well, we really tried to control indeed.

I am thinking of inking my hip, should I?

Sometimes, you make me feel perfect.

Tag replied.
Zai Rong : linked already kay. :D see you soon! (L)
Dawn : Haha, Okay. (:
Micky : kay . :)
Shu Min : haha yup, I am talking to you on msn now sweet. (L)
Guest : Haha kay, Thanks.
Elaine : Hahaha, I didn't go out with Mr Foo. :D
Ling Min : hello sweet! I now seldom go Tiong already. :D
Guest11 : Hello, I don't really use Facebook but I do use friendster. :)
Zenna : you too. (L)
Janice : yup we will. :D
Zai Rong : I am sorry. ):
passingsz : Uh, I still used eye liner, but well I don't use fake eye lashes often . (:
Passerby1 : one of it, Yes. (:
psrby : haha, Nope. (:

I AM NOT PERFECT, I KNOW THAT.

Well, its a Sunday afternoon and I didn't go anywhere and not going to. Pathetic, I miss that somebody. :O Didn't go home on Friday night and reached home on Saturday night. Had a fun day. (L)

Exam is in a weeks time, I know that. But something is stopping me from studying, I don't know what. Some one tell me what to do. ):

Sometimes, I wonder why I can't find any flaws on you?
Everything that makes me happy, I thought of you.
Why is this so.


Guest : Uh I don't have a good complexion?
Guest : what do you think? :O
Passerby : Let them, I don't care. (:
Yuting : :D
Passerby : I don't have a good complexion, and please don't irritate me with this question anymore? Thanks. (:
Cynthia : alright. (L)
Shu Min : I hope anything is fine, anything wrong text me kay. (:
Shien Li : I am. (L)
Zenna : Hello. :D
Janice : Haha, we still talk.
Dawn : Oh, then how you know me? :O
L.Meixuan : love you. (L)