Thursday, February 19, 2009

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi.
I am now at boyfriend's house, the weather sucks.. ):

School was very boring, had both english and science test.
I will flank my science, I swear.
My eye/contact lense was killing me , I was tearing non stop. ):
Kay crap, tomorrow is friday. FINALLY. :)


Ciao.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!?
SUCH THING HAPPENED TO MY LOVED ONE AND I DON'T KNOW A THING. -'-

I know you are not following my blog recently, so I doubt you will actually notice this post.. which is suppose to be a good thing.

I feel incredibly sad, bad and mad over this matter.
I thought I am the closest, the most important person to you.. I thought.
Ended up I ought to find this out through another person, I think I am actually the last one who know. I can't describe the way I feel now, its horrible. I don't want you to worry for me right now, and I got no one whom I trust to speak to .. I want to cry, but the feelings refused to come out and its breaking my heart. ): I should just forget all this and act like theres nothing wrong tomorrow, nights all.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009



I feel the emptiness when I seem to have everything. Why is this so, why I just can't learn from my mistakes.. I taking everything for granted and ended up regretting.


I didn't go to school today, I got swollen eyes. Suppose to have my geography test today, I am too lazy to get a MC so I am dead.

I changed my URL. :)
Ciaoz, I need to study for maths test tomorrow!

Monday, February 16, 2009




Hello people, I am posting right now because I came back home early today.
Got tuition for 3 hours. ):Effing tired I tell you.

So anyway, school was fine.
Had History test, I think I won't fail this time round. :)
D & T test as well.
After school I went home straight for tuition.

Today both of my hands got this blink blink thingy, It look just like how Edward Cullen look under the sun.
Hell cool alright, I don't know how I got them either.
I refused to wash it away. :(


Tagboard changed! :)


Kay crap. I miss alot of people ; Mc hong, Abby, Elaine Lim, Teo Shien-Li, Isk & co, Gladys & Nico.... All the people whom I don't get to see for a long time. ):

Saturday, February 14, 2009

HAPPY Vday! (:



This was taken when I have not got my tongue piercing. :)

Hello people! HAPPY Vday! I waited for so long and finally I got to spend my vday with my love! Going out later. Surprisingly I post today uh, I just came back not long ago from baby's house. I was sleeping, Eyes were damn pain but couldn't take out my contact lense because I didn't bring along my solution! ):

So anyway, school was fine + boring. Maths I didn't understand a thing so I should just depend on my tutor on monday. ):

Oh and I received a Rose and a bar bell from Kumar and Hao Ren for advance valentine.
Thank you. <3

Friendster is getting lousier laa. At first is don't know why the hell everyone's number of friends decreased for no reason.

And now theres some virus spreading around.
Friends sent those wed cam thingy with a girl wearing only a Bra, Some more the girl not even chio laa okay. I SWEAR. I keep getting those spam message/testimonial. ):
I dont understand face book and I dont like it.


Its 3am and I think I seriously need to force myself to sleep or else I won't be able to get up early and meet baby later.
Bye All! Happy Vday once again! (:

Friday, February 13, 2009

People. :D
It've been so long since I blog. ): I've got no time at all even during the weekends.

I will try to blog more often alright.
Opening a blog shop very soon, do support kay! :D

Oh and I got my tongue pierced already. :)

Oh and, Happy Advance Valentine! :)
I doubt I would have the time to post since I need to go elaine and Gao Qiang's birthday celebration, then I need to meet baby and ought to stay over at his aunt's house that day. :)
I think theres some problem with my tag board, I am changing later so people please start tagging alrighty. :D



I promise I will have pictures on sunday! (:

Thursday, February 5, 2009



I didn't go school today.



you dont understand how I feel when you are saying that I dont understand yours.
Is faces that important..

Sunday, February 1, 2009

you cut me open.




Hello people! Its weekend ohhhhhh! Isleptlate, Wakeuplate, Noneedtiemyhair, makeup-s, nouniforms, colouredcontacts, nomoreslacking.......... !!! :D

I am supposed to go Pasir Ris today but because of some reasons. :)
So me and baby went to plaza sing, I was planning to buy my slipper from m)phosis, Baby was planning to buy dumb bell. And we planned to eat pizza hut. ):

Thats when we walked pass a shop which sell couple rings. Chose our design then we found out its 48dollar each but not a pair. ): But bought them anyway! :D

Planned to walk around town but was tired, so went to sky garden slacked awhile and went home. :)



I am lazy to go out tomorrow, but I want to see baby. HOW! ):


1. Grab the book nearest to you , turn to page 18 and find line 4 .
" ' you did that again. ' ' What? ' ' Dazzling me. ' "

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can . What's there ?
pillow, bed, pencil case.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV ?
Magic show.

4. Without looking , guess what time it is ?
around 10 30?

5. Now look at the clock , what is the actual time ?
10 45. :)

6. With the exception of the computer , what can you hear ?
Tv sound.

7. When did you last step outside ?
hours ago.

8. Before you start this survey , what did you look at ?
My phone? (:

9. What are you wearing ?
Shirt and FBT.

10. Did you dream last night ?
Yea, I did. :)

11. When did you last laugh ?
Uh, just now?

12. What is on the walls of the room you're in ?
White.

13. Seen anything weird lately ?
Uh, a weird shape building I saw just now.

14. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight , what would you buy ?
Everything I want. :D

15. Tell me something about you that I don't know :
I am a girl.

16. Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up ?
Yea always. :D

17. Are you in a relationship , single , complicated , married , or engaged ?
In a relationship. :)

18. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
Badly.

19. Do you wish someone would call you right now?
I guess.

20. Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
HOT. :D

21. What song are you currently listening to?
Change - taylor swift

22. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes. :)

23. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
No.

24. Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I think? Most likely, :)

25. Are you happy at the moment?
Yes!

26. Do you want to get married?
Uh, Yes. :)

27. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
depends.

28. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
YESSSSS.

29. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
Laptop. :)

30. With your girlfriend/boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?
Uh, I dont know.

31. Have you kissed an opposite sex this month?
Just now.

32. How many girls/boys have met both your parents?
one.

33. How many REAL relationships have you been in?
3?

34. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes ! (:

35. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes ):

36. Who was the last person you hugged?
Baby. :)

37. Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?
Baby ):

38. Are you allergic to anything?
Prawn, Mushroom.

39. To whom have you sent the most text messages?
Baby. :D

40. Are you faithful?
No one is.

Me.

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(L) Close Ones, Maen J, Family.
esther_yun_1994@hotmail

you are my purpose, for everything.
Take me with you now, with my heart.



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