i just noticed my com here cannot go to blogspot, damm it la.
so i can only post, cannot reply tags, sorry guys. :x

went out to some street with my cousin, vanessa. :D
there was like, so damm alot of stuff la. <33
its so big that we spent 3 hours over there. :D
bought quite alot of stuff.

after that, went to ice skating. :DD
the skate ring was 3 times of singapore's. <3
but yeah, its quite expensive, 50buck. :x
after went to met mum and aunt then we went for dinner. :DD

andand, mum is bringing me to shop tomorrow. AGAIN! :DDDD

:DD
this is the first day. :D

well, slept at 4 yesterday. today early morning got to do the e learning,
why not just kill me man. D:

yesterday, reached here at 7? the went to eat.
guess what? I CAN STILL RECIEVE AND SEND MESSAGES! :DDD
last time cannnot, but idk why this time can. :x

i got to go already, later i post again what happened today yeah. :DD

peeps!

went to do the e learning thingy, passed both but maths got boarder line. :x _|_
mygod, i still cant believe that i am not coming back for one whole month.
i really feel like running away and dont go, but thats so impossible man. :x

well, i will really gonna to miss you guys like, ALOT okay! :(

opps, the previous post i meant DILLION bought me the reportbook. not DAYAN.
hah.

anyway, i didnt went to school today. i thought that i could go later, but ended up overslept.
:x
so rushed my way to meet hazel at clementi, she need to change her clothes because we were supposed to go iceskating. went all the way to her house, then she told me. " esther i dont feel like going. " i was like WHAT.THE.HELL! got very pissed la, nevermind. then i quickly cabbed to JEC myself.

met yixuan, dayan, nicklaus, simin, vivian and maria in the iceskating ring.
I DONTKNOW HOW TO WEAR SKATING BOOT. hah.
skate like hell. :D i am so jealous la, yixuan is damm pro at skating. :x
dayan and nic didnt know how to skate, so we kept disturb them. pushed them on
purpose. MUHAHAHA!
simin fell like alot of times, theres once she pulled me down. PATHETIC.

jie wei was being a coward, he smsed and scolded dayan for nothing.
the rest got angry, tried to called. either he answered or just kept quiet.
then he smsed and scold again, we tried calling and this person's mother answered.
so i talked to her mother.

HER :( shout ) YOUR DONT DISTURB HIM I TELL YOU, OR I CALL THE POLICE!
ME : we disturb him? please get thing CLEAR before you say something ok, he SMSED US FIRST.
HER : I DIDNT SEE HIS SMS AND I ONLY SEE YOURS! YOU STILL CALL I WIL CALL POLICE.
ME : you can call all you want. i dont care you are his who, he is in the wrong when he scolded my friend for nothing okay.
HER: I DONT CARE, YOUR JUST DONT SMS OR CALL HIM I WARE YOU.
ME : teach your son some manners can, he is the one who disturb us and you come scold us. pathetic, you want to call the police, call la.

i think he will die when school reopen, dayan is going to beat him up. :x
after that went to take neoprint.
forced the guys to take. :D
vivian and nicklaus went home, the rest played at arcade. :]
dayan went home, we went to have our dinner at pizzahut. :D
alot of funny stuff happened la, stupid yixuan. :D

slacked awhile and went home. :D

iam going off tomorrow, dont miss me. <3

i seriously tried all my best, to love you again.
but it seemed impossible now, i guess time has taken everything.
i am sorry.

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JANICE : _|_ you idiot. HA.HA.
HAZEL : i love you too. :]
JACELYN : hello; :D
JANICE : yeah i know.
ElaineT : ily TOO. :D
ZHIYIN : i guess you are one of them.
SHIEN LI : shien li is crapping. :D ily more. !
ZENNA : CHENGZENNA IS SO LOVEEDDDDDD! :D

:DD

i seriously dontknow if i am going to school tomorrow.
i want to see my friends, but t the same time. i dont want my results to be back. PATHETIC.

today went to school as usual.
got a top up card from dayan, thanks alot. :D
i dint pass up my reportbook, then dayan helped me buy one. OMFG la,
iam like so lucky today. :x

went to the vivo city maths trail, did this count that. which most of the answer we copied from some other people.
it was like quite fun without mr bean around, :DD
i notice i am always high when i go to school, weird.

went to tiongbahru with simin and hazel,
slacked and watched speed racer, it was quite nice despite that i thought it was fake and lame at first.
but still, i think its fake. :D
went to find elaine.L, i MISSED THNE CHANCE TO SEE ABBY! F it.
nevermind, after slacked awhile at playground and went home after that.

nobody at home again and i am so bored. :x

feeling just faded likethat.
i am afraid this time its real,
i am trying to find the feelings back.

i never online for like 123456789years.

just a brief update because i need to meet elaine.l and mc later.
anyway, i am going overseas on 22. this fewdays will be quite busy meeting people.
will be back on 24 june. DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH OKAY! hah.
i will be bring my laptop there, so yeah. can contact me thru msn. :D

i've finally, got you off my mind.

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shien li : nonsense la, i love tsl more okay!
Jacelyn : aha i know i am! :D ily.
zenna : ILOVEYOU ZENNA! :DDD
Jacelyn : yeah its nice. :D
mindy : hah, you're very pertty too okay! :D
Jiamin : hah, i am meeting you later. woooohhooos!
Janice : janice is lammme. :x
Elaine.T : hah, imy more than you miss me.
shien li : aha, IMY TOO!
zenna : dearest you are so love yeah. i miss you like hell again.
zhiyin : oh, intro please? shien li have alot of friends. :]
abby : awwwww, i going holiday. dammit. :x
shiyuan : yeah! loveed to. :D
shien li : i will be there too! :D _|_ mrs fu.
zenna : blahhhh, ended up she not coming.
abby : thanks alot dearest. :D
shuenn : loveyou too! :D
mindy : lets cry tgt, i failed four sub. :x
E.T : hah, yeah i miss you like hell too yeah. :D
JM : yeahyeah. you're always the one i love talking to. :D
caiyan : chio bu, :D i miss you okay !
lapat : blah, i think i will fail my over all too. D:
alysia : hmm, yeah my friend told me. :D
shiyuan : haha. IMY TANSHIYUAN!
jiamin : ily alot. which is UNCOUNTABLE! :D
eunice : :D
jia wei : thanks. :D

遥望着你背影 有孤单太苍白
looking out your back, is loneliness and pale.

我多么想陪着你 走过人山人海
you wont know how much i miss you, passes through tons of people.

当天空变灰白 你的忧伤澎湃
when sky turn gray, you sadly rushed.

我多么想走进你 紧锁的心海 ]
how i wish to know what you're thinking.

我一直都在你身后等待 等你有一天回过头看我
i've been always waiting, waiting for the day you would look back.

我的笑送给你希望你快乐 你的难过都给我
i give you the smile of mine wishing you happy, give me all the sadness of yours.

关于你的一切我都 好好收藏着
i kept everything about you.

等你有一天能感觉到我
wating for th day when you notice me.

就算我在你世界 渺小像一颗尘埃
even if i am just a lil dust in your world.

我鼓起勇气呐喊 你要听得见
i shout my lungs out hope you can hear me.

i am like, seriously bored okay.

i miss my girlfriend, never see her for like a week and i am dying right.
shall we go out today or well, tomorrow? :x

i guess, i dont seem important to you at all.
or maybe, i never did.
having me or without me make no difference to you.
i feel the same way, i never got so confuse over a guy like you before.

i think i will pass my maths, wish me goodluck. :]

today's paper was like, i forgot how to use my calculator suddenly. :x pathetic.
finished it within an hour and mr bean keep asking me to check my paper,

MRBEAN : check your paper!
ME : iam checking!? ( puzzled face )
MRBEAN : i dont believe, check your paper!
ME : i said IAM CHECKING.
MRBEAN : you looked like you are just writing around.
ME : I AM REDO-ING THE ANSWERS.
MRBEAN : ohreally. (with a retareded face. )

and seriously, i was really checking. :x

shawn admit he is JIAOBIN. :D hah,

listening compre-ed and went to JEC with shujing, adelene, shien li, hazel and si min.
went to watch some movie which i dont remember the name, it was like damm nice la okay. and i think i will watch movie at JEC next time due to the sit. :] its super comfortable. :D
then we took neos. <3 so fun la okay. slacked and laughed for while.
the shujing and adelene went home while the others went to hazel's house instead. :D

i was like kind of highhh there. :D
went down the playground to find kenneth and please, his friend was kind of rude and he is only primary 5. kenneth, teach your friend some manners. :x

slacked again and shien li called irwan,
we joked and told him we wanted to him to buy ice cream.
he said okay.
and believe it, he really came to hazel's house with a box of ice creams. he is like, so NICE la! :D ILOVEYOU IRWAN. :D

went home at bout nine. :] thought of stay over at hazel's house but in the end never. :x

looking forward for the outings with vivian on monday. <3

feelings come on and off,
after a hard time, i just cant seem to get you off my mind.
i am gonna crazy, i would rather i never get to know you and.
if its possible, i dont want to love you.

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SHIEN-Li : yeahyeah, ilove shien li more than she love me. :]
LAPAT : hah! lets pray that we WONT fail ok! <3
JACELYN : yeah i love you too dear. :]
JANICE : nonsense spamming. :x
WENJUN : yeah soon. <3
MINDY : hah, mine was like okay. :]
MINER : :]
BRENDA : hello. <3
JACELYN : heh, idk. :x
PRICILLIA : ohhohh, HIGH! :D
PEIFEN : hah, dont do also nevermind se la.

i seriously gonna fail my maths test. );
idk why, i just hate maths so much that i dont even bother to study seriously. :x

didnt online these few days because i've been reaching home kind of late,
butbut, hang out with elaine and shujing is seriously fun ok! <3

i am so lazy, allow me to just do a survey and i am done. <3

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this. It's not in order.

1. teo shien li
2. Elaine Tan
3. Elaine Lim
4. PohShuJing
5. Hazel Lee
6. Vivian Lee
7. Jacelyn Tay
8. Lapat Leong
9. Adelene
10. Janice Sie
11. sim jia min
12. neo shu min
13. wong kahweng
14. mc hong
15. quek wei xiong
16. liew pei fen
17. dong fang lin
18. benedict han
19. meldon lim
20. lapat leong

How did you meet 14?, mc hong
primary school<3

What would you do if you never met 1?, teo shien li
i might as well go die. :[

What if 9 and 20 dated?, adelene\lapat
they are les then,

Will 6 and 17 date?, vivian\fanglin
please please, they dont even know each other.

Describe 3, Elaine Lim
fun, cute, trustworthy, a very good friend, crazy and my bestie. <3

Describe 7, Jacelyn Tay
clever, cute, loving, pretty, fun.<3

Do you know any of 12's family members?, neo shumin
yeah. :D

What would you do if 18 confesses to you that he/ she likes you?, benedict han
woots, he will never.

What language does 15 speak?, quek wei xiong
chinese. :]

Who is 9 going out with?, adelene
idk.

How old is 16?, liew pei fen
12 plus.

When is the last time you spoke to 13?, wong kahweng
one day before. :]

Who is 2's favourite band/ singer?, Elaine Tan
madonna. :D i guess.

Would you ever date 4?, shu jing
if she willing to, lol!

Would you ever date 1?, teo shien li
i will! haha,

Is 19 Single?, meldon lim
i guess

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11?, sim jia min
she is my laopo ok! <3

School of 3?, Hazel Lee
outram sec. :]

Where does 6 live?, vivian lee
no idea.

What is your favourite thing of 5?, hazel
Everything <3

Have you seen 2 naked?, Elaine tan
hah, :D no i didnt.

Next five person to do this survey,
elaine lim,
Sim Jia Min,
liew peifen,
Poh Shu Jing,
Adelene Chong. <3

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JACELYN : hey love. :D
ELAINE T: hah, i sure will disturb ok! :]
MINDY : heylo! <3
ELAINE T : hah, ily too. :]
SHIEN-Li : yeah so i give up waiting, jia you okay! <3 i love you tons.
MINER : means we are fated, lol!
JACELYN : no hurry dear. <3
PEIFEN : hah, yeah ily millions too.
VIVIANLEE : iny more ok! hah.
SJM : lol, yeah its a must right! <3
JANICE : but i know you like, hah!
SHIYUAN : yeah you too! loved. <3
ATHRAIH : hah, thanks. <3
CHUANSHEN : blah, chuanshen shut up.
YIQIAN : hah, yeah hello. :]
JOANNE : hah, yeah i will. :]
SHIEN-LI : ily more than tons. :D
ZHIXIU : hah, yeah ily too!
JIAAYI : hello. :D
Alysia : ohhi.
SIMJIAMIN : lying isnt good ok! you know ily you more.

hey peeeeeeepps<3

i am supposed to be out with shumin now, but since she didnt message me and tomorrow is GEO, i shall study later. :]
nothing much to say, just a short update. :]

andand, i shall write some delication for mydears to. <3


ELAINE LIM ,
girlfriend, our friendships have been on and off for like 4years plusplus. and believe it? we are friends for almost 5years, in fact very close one. you are so far the only one who i still keep in contact with, isnt it amusing? and its so easy to make you laugh, so we always end up laughing like those insane person which attract tons of attentions. but we love it being like this, do we? i believe, we will be FRIENDS FOREVER. right? <3

TEO SHIEN-Li ,
whenever something is wrong, you are always the first one i go to. you will listen and give me useful advice instead of feeling irritated. thanks for everything, all the staying backs are so needed! <3 ily dearest.

ELAINE TAN ,
yo lesbo! i seriously love you like, alot ok. i really couldnt imagine how boring newtown will be without you, you are like my sunshines on a cloudy day. you brighten up my day, cheer me up when i am down, gave me useful advice. and dont mind laugh out loud in the crowd. you know how important you are? ily millions and all the best for MYE<3

HAZEL LEE ,
yo my TWIN! dont be sad because of that whatever JUNTAI, i will forever be there and lend you my shoulder and give you hugs. my hugs are priceless and you should be proud okay! hah, iloveyou my dearest. <3

VIVIANLEE ,
ohhhdear, i didnt expect we will become close friends like this. you never failed to cheer me up and dear, i seriously need you ok! <3

POHSHUJING and ADELENE
hah, your two are so loved. shujing i wasnt close to you at all at zps but now? we ended up hanging out so much. and adelene laopo've always been there for me. thankyou guys<3

MCHONG ,
we've had so much past, and i realized being friends are still the best right! i've never regret knowing you, you often let us laugh till out stomachache. you cheered me up with your amusing way yeah. we've like know each other and hang out almost everyday for 4 years, miracle la. hope that we wont drift yeah. <3

WONGKAHWENG ,
the name of monkey was called by me, just because i saw a monkey toy that looked like you. then everyone called you a monkey, must be thankful la okay! <3 i love to twist your ear. hah, andand. please beware if we are paying attention when you are crapping, other wise you will always end up like a insane person huh. hah, keep in touch!

never forget SHUMIN, ZENNA, SIMJIAMIN and HOSIMIN,
thanks for always been there for me yeah, i love your like so mad ok! <3

stupid friendster, dont make me quit again la. cannot send any comment, nosense la. _|_ friendster.

just went out with elaine lim and shumin, talked like alot la. we went to cut our hair at chinatown which shumin claim that its nice. so i think my hair now is a lil bit shorter. :D

slacked and went to have some desert, it taste awful so we messed it up. the table is like.....ahem. then that lady not happy and went to complain, busybody. :x after that slacked at burgerking ; had some hershey cake, <3
elaine and shumin were supposed to go val's birthday party, ended up slacking with me.
they gotta sing bday song so they went there around 6? on my way home elaine lim called, told me they were very bored and told me to go there accompany her. haha! didnt know valerie is so bad at entertaining. :x left my dears die out of boredoms, _|_
i want to go out with ET again! lets go shop and shop and shop and shop ok! <3


i know you dont worth waiting like what every one said,
but giving and forgetting seem so impossible. '
i really tried to get you out of my life,
but ended up loving you more and more.
whats wrong with me now.

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SHIEN-LI : nonsense, i love you more than you does ok. mua.
ZENNA : hah! my paper end next friday. <3
JANICE : no its call mad.
CORRINA : <3
ELAINE : yo lesbo<3
SHIEN-LI : hah, i miss you like siao too. <3
JOANNE : hello <3

never update for like million years. :x
hope its not dead yet.

iam back to friendster, again. :D
search for my mail and add me yeah, i promise i wont delete my account already.
i have to crap alot since i got nothing to post.

i love going out with vivian and gang, so fun la can. :D
andand, mchong and wongkahweng. i swear i really shocked by what your did, i dontknow what else to say ok. i didnt expect your will really pierce your lips, eeewww its damm pain okay. :x but yeah, still hope to meet up soon. <3

idk what to say about you, you sounded like you regret being with us.
we were willing to listen whenever your down, cheer you up when you were emo. maybe you dont appreciate or dont even bother to, idk. but yeah, we once treat you as part of our family. we didnt left you out, if only you bother to notice.
you do things on purpose let us feel insulted. must you do that?
yeah you can go with your other friend and forget about us all you want, i am tired. really tired. JANICESIE

should i try it one more time?

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VIVIAN : hah, iloveyou lots and lots too. <3
JACELYN : yeah, its a must. :D
SHUJING : aha, thanks daddy. :D ily.
ABBY : yeah i will. loveed. <3
JACELYN : lol, i miss yours too. :D we shall really meet up. :x
SIMJIAMIN : sure sure dear. <3 meet ups. :D
JACELYN : i will i will, dont sad. :D ily.
SHIEN-LI : lol, yeah. just two of s. :D
JANICE : aha, be jealous.
JIACHI : muha, thanks. <3
ELAINETAN : haha, ioveyou like hell too. :D dearest, you are mine always yeah.
ZENNA : yeah its a must must must ok! imy like siao too. <3
PEIFEN : i know you miss me, i know i know and i understand. because i miss you like mad too. :D meet up soon dear.
JANICE : lol. mad. :x
SHIEN-LI : lol, let everyone be jealous of the present i gave. ily tons and tons and tons dear. <3
SIMJIAMIN : lol, yeah. JIAYOU MY DEAREST LAOOOPOOO. :D ily like siao.
ELAINELIM : really really? i must be proud la ok. :D iloveyou too gf. :D
WEIQI : opps, i will relink yeah. <3
ZENNA : aha, ILOVEYOUO LIKE HELL TOO!
CORINNA : thanks dear. <3
SHUMIN : sorry sorry, i forgot ma. imy like shit la. :x
HAZEL : lol, ofcus la. you cant bear not to close to me right? iknow and i understand. lol, ily too. :D