I cried today, Like what the fuck laa. ):

I met Amanda and her friend, Cai Yan, Gladys, Zai Rong, Wei Jie, Pei Qi and saw Jia Min and tracy at Griller. :)

Ate nice food today. <3

I was in a really bad mood today, and I smoked alot. :( Its a bad thing, I hope its just for today, really. I will be good this year.

Thanks for people who cheered me up oh. Love you all




P/S : I dont entertain people spamming at all, I dont bother to. :) SO, loser you can fuck off. I dont bother about what you think about me, I doubt you look/talk/show/behave anyway better than me oh! :)

I wonder if you wonder too.

Theres alot more pictures waiting. :)

Hello, I was feeling hell tired today at school.
Good thing is I got back my maths test and I passed. Good thing isn't it? Its not a very good mark but I will work hard aye. :)

After school went Queen's way to get my contact lense with baby and ate my lunch.
Like what, I got 5 pairs of contact lenses now. -.-
Back to baby's house, Jia Min came back home with Tracy.
Played black Jack, I won oh! :)

Then went down to cresent, meet Isk, Kevin, Jason, Leonard and another guy.
Talked and Joked alot, back to membina. Ate dinner & slacked at sky garden & went home! :)

Its like, I ate my breakfast, lunch and dinner today! Finally ok!~

Bye readers, I am going to do my homework now oh!

Nothing in comment with, but still be fascinated by your presence.


I came home early today, Because boyfriend got his dinner at home. I am suppose to go too, but well I wear until very improper laa, Some more I shyyyyyyyyyyy. Haha.

Woke up prepared and met boyfriend downstairs, Cab-ed to great world then. :)
bought tickets for The wedding Game and went to have lunch at fish & co.
was very full after meal, very expensive lunch today aye. Haha, Thanks baby oh.

Then went up to watch the movie, it was quite nice.. I prefer Ink Heart anyway. :)

Went TCC after that to have a drink, then cabbed home.
Thanks baby for today oh, I love you. :)

Yesterday was Pretty good. :D

Went to boyfriend's house after my dinner around 10pm? :D
They were celebrating Isk's birthday in advance.

Me and Jia Min were chit chatting while they were playing 5 10, direction, poker.
Then boyfriend cannot take it anymore so I help him drink, 3 bottles of Chivas left one only. Leonard drank the most and he vomitted. :x

And guess what, I played balck jack with boyf and owe him $2880 dollars. -.-
What the fuck laa please, I wanted to clear everything then end up losing. But now left 30 only. :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEWYEAR EVERYONE. :D

Thoughts, feelings.

Every time at home I tend to reflect on things I am doing, thinking if whatever I am doing is correct. So yeah, I thoguht of my relationship and friendship though.




Baby, I appreciate everything you are doing for me. Taking care of me, reminding + forcing me to eat every meal, being the first to notice whenever theres something wrong with me. I know sometimes you would get mad when I dont do what you expect me to do, but you still willing to give in to me like always.
I tend feel easier to express my emotion here despite that I am kind of lousy at words, I hope you will still get what I trying to say yes?
I dont know if I am taking you for granted, but I still love you as much dont worry alright. Hearing you telling me that I am treat you cold and kind of ignoring you, I am real sorry okay. Although I didn't even notice that. I will change ok, I hope I will be able to.
I actually like it alot when you laugh or smile, that explain why am I disturbing you everytime! :D
You are fun to be with, That explain why I dont get sick of you at all.. You are the one who is keeping me entertain and laugh everyday. :)
you are the one who is leading me to a right path, Like telling me not to go back to smoking, encourage me to stop slacking and study example?

Theres alot more I want to say but I dont wish to turn this into an essay, It've 6months but feeling hasn't change.. I love you baby.




I noticed I am losing contact with the one I used to hang out with. I dont talk much in school already, I dont get it.. Sometimes I wonder if its me the one who change or people. I do miss the times when shien li was in the same class as me.. I love recess with elaine, shu jing and the rest but I wonder why I feel different. I always want to get out of the school badly because somehow I think I dont belong there, somehow I think nobody is listening to me although it seem like I have got my group of clique. I tried hard to keep the distance close but I always failed. ): this is bothering me.
I would prefer friends outside as I know they will listen to me and entertain me well, I feel easy being with them. And Sim Jia Min retard is always my best friend, thank you for si min who is always there although we so called quarrel alot.
Well, I dont need alot of friends but just one or two.. So that explained why I sometimes were so unfriendly. :)



I want to say alot now, although I know people wont bother to read.
Bye readers.

I didn't go to school today oh.
So i woke up and meet boyf at his house, slacked and talked awhile then went to Vivo to watch Ink Heart?

The movie was like damm nice laa okay! :) I still cant forget about the flying monkey. :D
Whatever he reads on a book the character will come to life.

So boyf left for dinner and I went home, Its like damn early ok. ):

I find Twilight is much more interesting after me reading the book.

Hello! I am satisfied today. Because I bought a T-shirt, a floral bare back, a tank top, a grey coloured short, fake eye lashes and glue and a belt. :)

went tiong after that meet Joey, Gladys and Pei Qi.
Went home around 8 30? :)

A auntie passed gas before she walk out off the lift, DAMM LOUD CAN. At first no smell, after that it smelled like ZOMG.

I am not going to school tomorrow oh! :D

Some idiots thought I am a Japanese. -.-
Am i THAT white ?

I've been handing up my home work everyday and I think I am just great.
Took 100dollar and I am going to get my clothes and stuffs tomorrow.



Should I just remove my tagboard? AGAIN?

Awwww, I looked like a Lady right? Haha.
I went for service today! It was great as I saw alot of familiar faces whom I missed alot. :)
Finished around 12 and went to eat lunch. Bused back to Tampines? :)

Went to Tampines mall, Apply for my Keyboard course at YAMAHA.
We shopped for awhile and I went to my uncle's house to look for my dog which I used to have. :)
I miss them like fuck can, She grew much fatter because she just gave birth to ten puppies but she was still as active as ever. AWWWWWWW. ): Bad I dont have her photo since my phone got no battery.

Reached home early because I still got alot of home work to do! diediedie and die.
BYE I AM GOING TO DO MY HOMEWORK NOW.

P/s : should I get my tongue piercing or my navel piercing?
P/ss : I am going to get a new puppy soon.
P/sss : I am going to update twice in a week because I am so busy.

Like finally its Friday. ):
I dont plan to go anywhere today because I am effing tired. Will update tomorrow with pictures yea. :)

I didn't go to school today.
I just couldn't wake up in the morning, Had a really bad headache. ): I didn't know my phone was off. ):

I bought 3 tops at Bugis yesterday. :D Was supposed to buy my bag anyway.


I am not lian. Tell me what makes you think that I am, just because my skirt is short? Just because I USED TO have so many piercings? Wtf, stop it laa please. Honestly speaking, I dont care your brother is this or that. I DONT.

Here is the pictures which I took at safra playground? :D

Sorry I didn't update yesterday, I came back home late so didn't get the time to blog. (:

I went to Tiong to meet Baby first, Ate at griller. I saw Lingmin ＆　ｃｏ？　:D
Then we took a cab to cresent since 195 was too crowded.

Reached safra pool, Meet Kevin, Jason, Yuan Xiang, Warren & Cheryl. (:
Jason Lim keep snatching PSP from me. ):
Awhile more Isk and leonard came too. (:

Skip to the dinner part.
Ate dinner at cresent market and bus-ed to Great World.
They kept disturbing/laughed at me because it looked like I didn't wear anything from the back! ): I was wearing tube you see.
Reached great wolrd but didn't watch anything because the tickets were all sold out. accompanied Jia Min to wait for bus and we cab to some place near Vivo. :D

A place which have nice scenario(if I spell it correctly), A place which is very quiet and romantic. :) Yuan Xiang got a nice voice but Jason ruined the nice atmosphere, HAHA.

Awhile more they left, because they need to go to the airport.
Me and baby slacked awhile and left around 11 30pm? :)
Walked quite far to take a cab.
Ate at bukit merah MacDonald. :D Talked and Joked, cab-ed home and baby sent me to door step. :)　ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｂａｂｙ，　Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ．　

I reached home around 1am. :D

Anyway, I wont be going out today. Will complete my home work as well! :D
Bye readers!

Just look at how many days I didn't blog now, I dont have the time or rather that I am lazy to. won't blog that often as well. Anyway, Will be watching movie later, either ong bak2 or red cliff 2. (: I want to watch ong bak! ):

Will edit my post with pictures later! :D

Hey I am updating! Haha, I've been busy these few days hence I didn't make a effort to update this blog of mine.

But oh well, Life in 2/5 is getting pretty fun. And also, I have a feeling that I will be able to study unlike last year. I hope I can alright! <3
I've been meeting boyf and Jia Min alot these few days. (: I miss alot of people oh.


Bye readers! Sorry for the short update aye, Will take picture and post when its week end! :D Keep my tag board alive please?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!

Yes I am one year older already! (: I have to learn to grow up, take care of myself and not to rely on friends/family/boyf much. <3

Today was greeeeat. I met boyf for almost the whole day oh.

We went to Kbox at china town, until 7 pm? <3
It was Awesome! Haha. sadly no pictures for that. ):

Went boyf's house for dinner, and he gave me present but dont let me see/touch/open. ): So never mind, ate dinner and talked awhile.
Then Jia Min & boyf brought in a cake and sang birthday song for me. I touched. THANKS FOR THE EFFORT. Boyf smashed the cake on my face!!!!! ): But well, I actually took revenge by kept on hugging and kissing him until he get all the cream on his face. HAHA.



Then Si Min/Man Man came. chatted and Joked awhile more and left Boyf/Jia Min's house. :D
Left to Tiong with Si Min, Ate mac and para-ed. :) Cabbed home with boyf's money. <3

Boyf put alot effort on those, The present is BIG. Haha thanks and I appreciate it. Love you.
This is my second birthday present.
My first is from Kah weng, THANKS. <3

I look so weird. :(
Yea without my make up I look like that, whatever. :)


Hello people! I suppose that your miss my update right! :D
Its kind of late but, Bye to 2008!

In 2009...
I should study hard, I mean it as I already promised alot of people to include my boyf & My mum.
Try to treat everybody nice, Try to be friendly to everyone, SO HARD. :(
Last long with boyf, lesser quarrel with mother, get along well with friends. :)
Thats all I guess, its so hard to get them done. ):

I spent the last day of 2008 with Isk & co again. :D ate at Depot and went to fish for prawn, all the way until 5 in the morning? Its was great indeed.

First day of 2009 rot-ed at home. -.-


First day of school was tiring and slacked alot. I was late today, the first day of school you know! ): I am in Elaine's class this year, And Hao Ren is back. :D

Know how many things I still dont get use to anot, Cannot wear home clothes, No make up, Cannot put down my hair, have to wake up early, no plannings after school.. SO MANY OF THEM. :(

I met boyf for lunch with Si min, Then headed to Tiong to meet Cai Yan, Jia min and Wei Jie. :) was hell bored so we decided to go Jia Min's house. :)

SI MIN'S REACTION WAS HELL BIG WHEN SHE SAW THE KID FELL DOWN. It was really big. Funny! Then she was being so entertaining when she was imitating that someone's voice. HAHA!

Dont shagg laa si min, he is just a bastard. :)


MY BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS TIME LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!