Kay I got no pictures ^^

Because now i am at granny's house, so will upload when I go home tomorrow. There's plenty of them, ^^

On friday I went to Bugis with Jia Min, Abby was supposed to go too, But ended up never. Will meet her on monday I think. Had a great time with her, I still felt that we were as close as before even we didn't meet each other for a long time. (L)
Next friday my love! Me bought plenty of things ^^

Today went out with boyfriend, walked around town. Talked, cam whored and Joked alot. I still remmebered thats what we used to do all the time. (L)

don't worry, I am sorry if I did soemthing to let you feel upset. I am sorry that I neglect, But everything is fine now. Remember what we promised each other my love, this will be longer than any other relationship we had. I luv you, always.

Cam whored and cam whored, I am hopeless.


Currently watching some korean shows, Korean guys are... HOT. ^^

Was supposed to go to church today, But brother was having fever so didn't go. :)
School is starting tomorrow, I haven't get my lense, Haven't buy my bag, Haven't do anything Yet. ):

RIP Michael Jackson (L)

Photo-shooting on Sunday. ^^

Tags replied :
^^ : You're welcome, Eh yea somehow. :D
Passerby : what do you think?
Andrew : Oh, add me in msn loser. esther_yun_1994@hotmail.com, and talk to me there.
Passerby : Shop at queen's way. :)
hello! : Yes I do. :)
hello! : haha okay, Thanks. :)

I upload with pictures. :D
So anyway, have been slacking these few days. Sleep in the morning and wake up in the afternoon, I need to adjust my timing other wise I don't know how am I going to wake up when school reopens, and its not going to extend anymore. ):

Later I am going to watch Transformer with Baby and Hao ren. (L)

Oh and, My phone is down. Will be okay after two weeks. ^^


Tags replied :
Natalie : really? What kind of problem?
Andrew : heh, Come out meet me then. We will see.
^^ : eh, Its something like girl's home but its better. :)
Zenna : hahaha, Yeahyeah! ):
I passed by : I left with 5 ear piercing. tongue piercing and nose piercing. :)
Natalie : not going in anymore. (:
^^ : not going there anymore. :)
Zhi Xiu : yupyup. (L)
Maen : luv you too. :)
May : ^^
Hui Tong : thanks for tagging. :)
Mala : hello! (:
Natalie : HiHi. :)
I passed by : I left with 5 ear hole only. );
Elaine : Hello :uvvv. (;
William : Hello! (: will link soon! (:

Hello, everything is fine now, I think.
New pictures up soon, and keep my tag board alive people. :O

The end, hell.

Baby, I love you. As well as your brotheeeer. (L)


I went to look for baby today, went to eat Japanese food with him and his friend.
In the end, went to his house. His family want go eat again, So went there to have ice cream. (:


I am feeling very down. People, I think I am going to hostel for a month, its my mum's decision... But well, This time round I can't blame her either. I lied to her yesterday, I was supposed to go back home but went to stayed over..... So yah, I don't want to argue, explain for myself... Since she already made the decision. And anyway, she won't trust me too.. I just hope when I come out everything will just be fine........ (:

Hahahaha, I guess you will be like.. waulao, her face again. she don't have interesting picture one ley. Boring Right? Hahaha

I just came back from boyfriend's house, didn't go home yesterday.
meet Mala, May and william along with boyfriend and ammizal on wed. Caught a movie, chat and they left home early. So, we went to play poool. I kept losing leyyyyy. ):
Then Gao Qiang and his friend came. Slacked and Talked awhile. (L)
Learnt thai from boyfriend and I think this language is Hell cute. :D

Oh and, I went for church retreat before that, Stayed for two night and I learnt alot of things, Noticed alot of things too. Its not that bad after all. (L)


Tags replied. My tagboard is dying. ):
May : will link you soon. (:
Mei Xuan : thanks sweeet. (:
Yi Qian : hello.
Wei Zhen : (:
Jacelyn : Hello ^^
Peifen : hahaha, you message me. :)
pased by + passer byy : Eh, I am not sure. I never change my hair style for very long already.
Ahiceeee : loveeeeeeeee(L)
Peifen : you message me. :)
i passed by : Haha, its blue actually. :) I know. :(
mavis : haha, :)
Guest1 : thanks for the compliment. :)
:] : Its left. :D
Zenna. : (L)

Things I am not supposed to know....

Hugoooooooooo. (L)





I am effing tired because I came back from camping at pasir ris with Boyfriend and friends.

It was great because the weather was very nice although it was hell hot during the day. The cloudless sky was filled of many many stars, lying down looking at both the sky and the sea, with your loved one right beside you... how I wished it will stay like that.....

Woke up in the morning I felt like I was going to die already, So effing tired. The Heat made me want to faint. ):

Tags reply next time, i am talking to Baby and going to sleep already.

Fear, that you will go.

Just came back not long ago. :D

Morning went for service, then trained back home to change as the weather was hell hot. And meet boyfriend, Amizal to town. (L)
Went to far east, then to arena for pooooool.

the moon is very nice tonight.


Tags replied
Dawn : hi. :)
P@sserby : Eh, pink? grey? (:
Lingmin : Hi sweet.
i passed by : Hahaha, depends. :)
Gao Qiang : Hahaha. Hi
Shu Min : Haha, only if you can. (L)
CaiYan : yupyup. (L)

Things have not been very good for me, but well... I always manage to be fine, everything will always eventually be ok for me, I hope this time as well.

So, I went to sentosa with Gao Qiang, boyfriend and well, gao qiang's classmates.
It was quite fun actually, stayed in the water most of the time. (L)
Around 4 30 took some snack and look at the sun set, Talked and Played. :D
Alright there's pictures.











^^

Tags replied
May : hahaha, will link you soooon. (L)
Wei Zhen :P hello. :)
Magdeline : Haha. :D
Shu Min : hahahaha, my principal. :D
Lambo-saan : Uh? And you are? Haha
passerby : haha, yup. :)
Zairong : sorry. :o
Zenna : hahaha. :D
i passerby : hahaha no, just that I think its nice? :D
Amanda : Hahah, I am not sure yet. You going?
Yanlin : hellohellohello! :D
AhIceee : hello! Hahaha, suresure!
Peifen : miss you too! see you soooon kay!
Passerby : thanks for the compliment. :)
Zairong : Haha, take care too! (L)

I got back my phone, and meet the parent as well. Everything went out fine but just when madam neo came to be a busy body and told my parent about me smoking.. And everything turns into a mess right now, -'-

Holiday is so boring, anyone ask me out?

I miss you baby.

Pardon for posting all the old pictures, because I haven't got my phone back from Ms Christ Tan. ):

I hate Holidays, life is getting so boring.
On Saturday, went to watched Terminator Salvation with baby Maen and his uncle and brother. The movie was okay, but I find it too long and nearly fall asleep. I think I will give it 4.5/10? It start at 9 30 and ends at 12. :O

So stayed over again. Sunday morning went to Toa Payoh with love, supposed to go for Job interview lah, but was late so ended up we went all there for nothing. Tsk
Met Gao Qiang and chilled awhile, went home early but I guess no one will be home again.
Recently like, I am staying alone like that. Hahaha But kay la, used to it already. :) Like what Ms tham said, maybe its good because I will end up being more independent than others.

I can't sleep lah like seriously, I guess I will go down and get some sweets for myself. I think I should really stop eating already.

Its 1am in the morning, I can't sleep, I feel like eating, I just spent alot of money on blog shopping, I am going to school to get my phone back later and I am dying without it, I miss my baby.

Tags replied
Shien Li : Haha, I am doing fine. (L)
CaiYan : yesyes. :)
Zenna : will work hard for EYE la. :D Love you
may i knoww : eheh, its not so tanned, not so bright. :)
anonymous : No Id on't take out during school, Thanks. (:
Lingmin : hello sweet. (L)
Jacelyn : I hope she will, Thanks anyway. (L)
hello :D : I am now 157cm, I want to be at least 160. ):
may i knoww : its aroun $40-50, I don't know if its good. i just switch using this no long ago. :)
Maen J : luvvv you. (L)
zairong : haha don't care about losers. :)
May : Hello. :)

Kay la I am bored, So I guess I should update. :D

My phone was confiscated = no alarm. So I actually woke up late today and reached school aroun 10 30, I know its really late because school ends at 12 today. But I thought I could get back my damn phone today.
But ended up I didn't. ): Got to go back on monday, -'-.

Got back our report book, Here is my results.
English : 63.6
Chinese : 71
Maths : 52.2
Science : 46
Geography : 48.8
Hist : 52.3
Literature : 52.5
D&T : 55.4
Art : 74.6

so basically my result wasn't good lah. ): work harder next year, I hope I can.
After school mood wasn't that good so decided to find hao ren at his place there, he dyed his hair gold. :O Chilled for awhile, went home early because I was really tired. and guess what, no one is at home again. -'-

Kay look I made an effort to change my blog skin. :)
Update tomorrow with photos I hope. (L)

Hello, I have got no photos yes. This post I am going to crap and complain and whine. Up to you if you are going to read it or not. (:

So basically, this few days is really... not my day.
its about family and school, things are just not right at all.

Well, I don't understand why mum are saying all the things about how bad I am, how I don't listen to her and make her angry everytime and whatever...
I meant, you didn't come back and leaving me alone at home for like 3, 4 days? By the time you come back home, I suppose the house is not messy. I did everything.. almost everything except for mopping the floor. And there you are saying I made the house messy. I came home early than anyone but just for yesterday, I was late abit and you are there saying I am home late everyday and dont care about anything at all? I mean like, I don't expect you to praise me or even appreciate that I make an effort try to do what you are telling me to do, what I need is just to see that I am start to change.. I really have no idea what to do already mum, home is not like a home now. I come back home and nobody speaks, sometimes nobody is even at home.. I know you are not going to read this and nobody will tell you. I love you mum, but what else can I do now?


And school, my phone got confiscated for two days already.
And teachers are accusing us for making trouble when we are not. I have nothing more to say, one more day to go.

I know nothing is going to solve even if I write it on my blog. I just feel so much better when I just write my feelings down here, and I really don't bother to hide anything.

Tags replied
(F) Zairong : wtf, I know you not ZR lah. If you think my boob SMALL then SMALL la but I don't put thing inside lah hor. -'-

Zai Rong : I am online but you are not. ): Eh nevermind lah, not your fault. :)

may i know : Clean and clear. (: Uh uh, no my skin is not really flawless. I use Bobbi Brown's foundation. :D

anonnn : Uh, both are my blog song my dear. :)

hello :D : hahaha yesyes, I really want to be taller. ):

haox3 : you are?

Janice : Hahahaha! :D

Yuting : (L)

Amanda : haha yesyes. Miss you alot la.

ppasser : its at street second floor. :)

anonymous : Haha thanks for the compliment! eh yes I pierced my tongue. :)

So tallll, ): Jealous

Today is really shitty for me, But well I believe tomorrow will back to normal.

Firstly, I slept at 5 in the morning, And 6 in the morning my Alarm didn't wake up up, manage to rush to school after Love's message.
Then, right after assembly got scolded for skipping school. Like wth? I have not been going to school for like how many days, and Ms Tham didn't bothered to care. But just that this time, Maen didn't go to school as well thats why she is thinking that we went out together or whatsoever.

Then went to discipline room, talked and talked. They actually know that I have been staying over at Love's place and so called worried for me.. I know what am I doing but it seems like they always like to get involve with my personally things, I hate it especially when it comes to relationship. I feel the unnecessary stress, and it somehow became the only problem we are having now. So how, I am tired.

They will be calling my parents up but I guess mum will be understanding enough.

After school went slacking with Hao Ren and then met Love, We really got nothing to do so just chilled somewhere under block. Was feeling kind of... I don't know what.

But today, is really not my day, and I don't feel good both physically and emotionally.
Kay I am tired, Very tired.

Tag replied
Maria :(L)
Maen : love you too. (:
Shu Min : hahaha, he is a sicko, pervert and Moron.
Nat : (:
Anon : Oh, Hello have life people.
Ahiceeee : Hahaha, yesyesyesyes! :D
Shu Min : thanks! (L)
PB : Really? Thanks for the compliment! (:
Adelene : yes very soon, I hope. Love you
Janice : hahaha, face easier to aim.
Abby : yeah lah, damn sick. ):
Pamelia : yeah see you! (:
Zenna : thanks! (L)
Cynthia : see you soon! (:
Dawn : hello. (:
Caiyan : hello. (:
郜强 : hello. (:
Shu Min : hahaha, I know. But thanks anyway! See you really soon kay. (L)
Abby : (L)!
Shien Li : I am. I hope you are too.
Ah Iceeee : I know, Thanks! (L)
Janice : Not anymore. :D
nameless : Chinese is Chen. (:
pppasser : its at bugis. (: haha thanks!
Reader : oh its at the second floor. :)
Jacelyn : not confrim yet. :O
Zenna : haha!
Zai Rong : Haha, Yeah la so long never see you and other people already. (:

Its 5am in the morning and I just can't sleep.. So just did almost all the house work for the sake of fun but still.. I don't feel tired at all. Why everyone sleep so early today? noooooooo one to talk to. ):

I love you, It explains everything.. Right?

I am currently at love's house with Hao ren now.
Will post the pictures when I get home. :D

Yesterday went to watch Night at the Museum2. Its very nice. (L)
Very cute and interesting. :D

POst again when I get home.

Cam whored and did stupid things at Hao ren house while waiting for Maen to finish his detention to end. (:

So I didn't go to school today, went to school and met them.
Chilled around clementi there and Haoren's house. :D

Was really bored, Glenn was watching porn from the start and seemed to be very happy. -.- But since he is only sec 1..... so yar.
Met Maen and york huan, chilled.
They want to go Jurong east, I was really tired so took a bus home.


Then, when I was walking back home, I noticed some guy was walking really close to me.

So I stared at him .
He stared back, looking at me from top to toe, then stop at my BOOBS.
YES THATS HOW DARING HE IS.
Me : STARE WHAT STARE!
Guy : * continue staring at me as if I am invisible.
Me : Stare some more!
and I was holding a can of coke by the way.
Guy : Stare like nobody's business.
Me : * Throw the whole can of coke on to his face.
Then he run.

Its like, imagine a guy stand there and stare at your boobs like that.
Was kind of scary, but I couldn't show that I was scared, if not I don't know what is he going to do to me. ): Scary.


Excuse me, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT AM I DOING WHEN MY BOYF DOESN"T EVEN CARE? you being a stranger, by looking at pictures say I am flirting? Like hello, they are all my close friends. Whats wrong with being close? And more ever, my boyfriend know and hang out with ALL of them. Everytime, He will be with me too. Must I really hang out with only girls then consider not flirting? Bull shits.