Hello, Was busy yesterday thus didn't do my update.
ANYWAY, didn't come home on friday night. Went to Maen 's house, meet his friend and drink together, I drink quite alot. ):
Went his house to sleep early 8 to 10. Then maen send me home, ( sorry for causing so many trouble between you and your parent ) but my family all not at home and I didn't bring my key. ): So slacked down stairs.

As for today, the weather is too hot and I am too tired. So after service then camee back home already. :D
I am effing hungry now, SO BYE PEOPLE. :D


TAGS REPLIED :
Starrr : I use Bio estee's make up remover. :)
Guest : I moved all the things to external memory and then can already. Aww thanks. (:
Passerby : my eye fake? What do you mean?
Passings(: : eh no, I don't do treatment to my hair. (:
Guest : Haha, Its complicated. :D
Shumin : hello. :D miss you too.
Cammie : eh, because I lazy to change eay studs everytime. Now I left 5 of them, can't close already.
Psser : Eh, its heart shape with diamond. :)
:D : I try to. :D
Cammie : I use silky girl's mascara. :D nope I dont use them often. :)
Zenna : love you. :D

Hello people, the weather is damn hot today. So I didn't go out, But now I am off to prepare and meet Maen already. Will not be coming back home today. :D
So, Pictures will be post and tags will reply tomorrrrrrrow. :D

See people, I said I will update means I will kay. :D

its 12 plus and I just reached home, further more I was still wearing my uniform. ):

Had my Nafa test today, ran like mad and I got a B. B, ): Skipped music lesson with maen. Caught by Christine Tan for short skirt, she even called my mum for that.

Went to lakeside with maen, Zhao Qiang and Glen. Slacked as usual and went off at six.

didn't want to go home early so went to maen's place, Slacked with his friends again. :O And came back home so late.

I am off to reply those tags now. CIAO.


Tags replied.

Zai Rong : Will link you up soon. :D
Amanda : Hello pretty. (:
Psser : oh thanks, but I really forgot where did I get it. :O
Cammie : mascara. (:
ipasserby : 157 and 43kg. (:
Starrr : Eh I am not sure, sorry sweet.
Zai Rong : Hahaha, I just saw you today. :D
Adelene : Will start updating. :D
Magdeline : Hello. (:
Shien Li : Hahaha, (L).
Wen Jun : hello. :D
Gladys : Hahaha, Miss you too.
Abby : I miss you man.
Cammie : Used to have alot, but let them close already. (:
Zenna : (L) :D
Guest : Yes, We broke up already. :)
Cai Yan : :D
ummmm : Yes.
Ling Min : Thanks! :D

I know my blog is really dead, Very very dead.
I don't have the time to and don't bother updating it, but still. Will upload pictures now. :D




I received this bouquet of rose early in the morning today. Never write name, Nothing. Just a small cute card attached and wrote HELLO ESTHER. WHO SO SWEEEEEEEEET? :D






Kay random pictures. Butterfly damn nice right, took it at Zoo. :D

I will reply tags within days kay, CIAO.

See, I don't bother to blog without pictures. I find my post very very boring.

But anyway, I had my Chinese and English Oral Exam on wed and Thur.
Chinese one was very bad, I couldn't read quite a number of words and I crap a lot on the conversation part.
Then English was fine, But I think I ran out of point. Was answering another thing when he ask the different thing. :) After English oral I went to watch The Unborn. It was not-so scary, Its just the sound effect and the graphic was kind of disgusting.

For today, I actually went to school. Must be proud of me because was feeling unwell in the morning. :)
Then, went to clementi to east and came back home. How pathetic, Its a friday and I am actually at home.

Next week have got sexual program for like 2 days. Then wed is our CIP at east coast park. (:

WHY WHY WHY I CAN'T UPLOAD MY PICTURE FROM VIEWTY?! but music can? People if you know please tell me what to do. I got really fed up. :(


Crap.
Anyway, I went to sentosa with maen, abby, zhi xiu and Estini and their love. :)
Today is FUN. :D and tiring as well.


Morning met Maen at Redhill Mrt, Was late. :O
Went Vivo first, met Abby and decided to LongJohn. Ate and waited for Estini and Zhi Xiu to come and train-ed to Sentosa. :D
Walked damn long then we decided to tram to Tanjong beach. :D

Had fun, played volley ball, Swam, Joked. (L)
Then I kena cut on the hand, Bleed. :(

Left sentosa during late afternoon without Estini, and went to eat pasta mania. :D
Thanks Maen for paying my bill, Really.

After that decided to go Safra for Pool. :)
Then bused 145 with maen to redhill, he went to take mrt back home and I went home.
Thanks for the your accompanied, Again. :)



Until I figure out why I can't upload the pictures, my blog will stay boring as ever.

I think I am too lazy to blog now a days.
And now people like to go other's blog just to make awful comments and bark like some dog, maybe thats the only way to make their life more interesting I guess.


I changed my number and I changed my Phone. :D
I wanted to buy Ice Cream, its so nice and sweet. But then out of stock. :O
So bought viewty. :)

Hello people. I didn't go for my english course today, I am not sure if I was sick or was just plain lazy. well, I will be very busy today sincec I got a lot of things left undone.
Will update again. :)

I have to pretend that its okay. -'-
Will post again when I reached home, bye people.


I am home. :D
Went no where actually, went to cresent. met Isk and leonard, slacked, played cards, ate. :D went home early because Isk is sick and need to rest.

English course tomorrow, will be going I guess. :)
Ciaoz.

I wondered if its right, and if its wrong.
Nobody knows nor understands what I am trying to say, I've got a lot of friends, Yet I have none of that.
You are very nice and capable in doing everything, its just me.. who don't know how to appreciate, who don't know how to be selfish, who don't how to pretend that everything is fine and make things easier for everyone.
I just can't do it, all by myself.
But just tell me who will be there? no one. You can't always expect there is this when you put in all the attention on another earlier on. Again, you people will tell me I am thinking too much.
I am just trying to look and do the best for myself, and the people I loved and cared.. I have no idea whats wrong, I have no idea why I would have to think about what others think when I know it would eventually make me feel better. Till then, I can't trust you.

You may not know what am I talking about, neither do I.

Hello.

I am not at home now but I think my house com is okay already.

I've gone tons of holiday homework to do and I guess I will be very busy the entire holiday. but will still blog anyway.
Losers are making comments on tagboard, -'-

I know, My blog is Dead.
Theres problem with the network connection, will be fixed by this holiday. :D
Will reply all the tags as well.

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi.
I am now at boyfriend's house, the weather sucks.. ):

School was very boring, had both english and science test.
I will flank my science, I swear.
My eye/contact lense was killing me , I was tearing non stop. ):
Kay crap, tomorrow is friday. FINALLY. :)


Ciao.

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!?
SUCH THING HAPPENED TO MY LOVED ONE AND I DON'T KNOW A THING. -'-
I know you are not following my blog recently, so I doubt you will actually notice this post.. which is suppose to be a good thing.

I feel incredibly sad, bad and mad over this matter.
I thought I am the closest, the most important person to you.. I thought.
Ended up I ought to find this out through another person, I think I am actually the last one who know. I can't describe the way I feel now, its horrible. I don't want you to worry for me right now, and I got no one whom I trust to speak to .. I want to cry, but the feelings refused to come out and its breaking my heart. ): I should just forget all this and act like theres nothing wrong tomorrow, nights all.

I feel the emptiness when I seem to have everything. Why is this so, why I just can't learn from my mistakes.. I taking everything for granted and ended up regretting.


I didn't go to school today, I got swollen eyes. Suppose to have my geography test today, I am too lazy to get a MC so I am dead.

I changed my URL. :)
Ciaoz, I need to study for maths test tomorrow!

Hello people, I am posting right now because I came back home early today.
Got tuition for 3 hours. ):Effing tired I tell you.

So anyway, school was fine.
Had History test, I think I won't fail this time round. :)
D & T test as well.
After school I went home straight for tuition.

Today both of my hands got this blink blink thingy, It look just like how Edward Cullen look under the sun.
Hell cool alright, I don't know how I got them either.
I refused to wash it away. :(

Tagboard changed! :)


Kay crap. I miss alot of people ; Mc hong, Abby, Elaine Lim, Teo Shien-Li, Isk & co, Gladys & Nico.... All the people whom I don't get to see for a long time. ):

HAPPY Vday! (:

This was taken when I have not got my tongue piercing. :)

Hello people! HAPPY Vday! I waited for so long and finally I got to spend my vday with my love! Going out later. Surprisingly I post today uh, I just came back not long ago from baby's house. I was sleeping, Eyes were damn pain but couldn't take out my contact lense because I didn't bring along my solution! ):

So anyway, school was fine + boring. Maths I didn't understand a thing so I should just depend on my tutor on monday. ):

Oh and I received a Rose and a bar bell from Kumar and Hao Ren for advance valentine.
Thank you. <3

Friendster is getting lousier laa. At first is don't know why the hell everyone's number of friends decreased for no reason.

And now theres some virus spreading around.
Friends sent those wed cam thingy with a girl wearing only a Bra, Some more the girl not even chio laa okay. I SWEAR. I keep getting those spam message/testimonial. ):
I dont understand face book and I dont like it.


Its 3am and I think I seriously need to force myself to sleep or else I won't be able to get up early and meet baby later.
Bye All! Happy Vday once again! (:

People. :D
It've been so long since I blog. ): I've got no time at all even during the weekends.

I will try to blog more often alright.
Opening a blog shop very soon, do support kay! :D

Oh and I got my tongue pierced already. :)

Oh and, Happy Advance Valentine! :)
I doubt I would have the time to post since I need to go elaine and Gao Qiang's birthday celebration, then I need to meet baby and ought to stay over at his aunt's house that day. :)
I think theres some problem with my tag board, I am changing later so people please start tagging alrighty. :D



I promise I will have pictures on sunday! (:

I didn't go school today.



you dont understand how I　feel when you are saying that I dont understand yours.
Is faces that important..

you cut me open.

Hello people! Its weekend ohhhhhh! Isleptlate, Wakeuplate, Noneedtiemyhair, makeup-s, nouniforms, colouredcontacts, nomoreslacking.......... !!! :D

I am supposed to go Pasir Ris today but because of some reasons. :)
So me and baby went to plaza sing, I was planning to buy my slipper from m)phosis, Baby was planning to buy dumb bell. And we planned to eat pizza hut. ):

Thats when we walked pass a shop which sell couple rings. Chose our design then we found out its 48dollar each but not a pair. ): But bought them anyway! :D

Planned to walk around town but was tired, so went to sky garden slacked awhile and went home. :)



I am lazy to go out tomorrow, but I want to see baby. HOW! ):


1. Grab the book nearest to you , turn to page 18 and find line 4 .
" ' you did that again. ' ' What? ' ' Dazzling me. ' "

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can . What's there ?
pillow, bed, pencil case.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV ?
Magic show.

4. Without looking , guess what time it is ?
around 10 30?

5. Now look at the clock , what is the actual time ?
10 45. :)

6. With the exception of the computer , what can you hear ?
Tv sound.

7. When did you last step outside ?
hours ago.

8. Before you start this survey , what did you look at ?
My phone? (:

9. What are you wearing ?
Shirt and FBT.

10. Did you dream last night ?
Yea, I did. :)

11. When did you last laugh ?
Uh, just now?

12. What is on the walls of the room you're in ?
White.

13. Seen anything weird lately ?
Uh, a weird shape building I saw just now.

14. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight , what would you buy ?
Everything I want. :D

15. Tell me something about you that I don't know :
I am a girl.

16. Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up ?
Yea always. :D

17. Are you in a relationship , single , complicated , married , or engaged ?
In a relationship. :)

18. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
Badly.

19. Do you wish someone would call you right now?
I guess.

20. Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
HOT. :D

21. What song are you currently listening to?
Change - taylor swift

22. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes. :)

23. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
No.

24. Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I think? Most likely, :)

25. Are you happy at the moment?
Yes!

26. Do you want to get married?
Uh, Yes. :)

27. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
depends.

28. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
YESSSSS.

29. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
Laptop. :)

30. With your girlfriend/boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?
Uh, I dont know.

31. Have you kissed an opposite sex this month?
Just now.

32. How many girls/boys have met both your parents?
one.

33. How many REAL relationships have you been in?
3?

34. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes ! (:

35. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes ):

36. Who was the last person you hugged?
Baby. :)

37. Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?
Baby ):

38. Are you allergic to anything?
Prawn, Mushroom.

39. To whom have you sent the most text messages?
Baby. :D

40. Are you faithful?
No one is.