Esther's ♥

2009-09-09T05:17:00.002+11:00

I deicided to switch to On sugar. ^^ I don't like blogger anymore, I am going to ditch you. Importing all things there as well.

Continue following on iam-estherchen.onsugar.com
^^

2009-09-05T14:35:00.005+11:00

Holiday finally, got back my results for the term.
I failed three, Maths, History and Lit. I serioiusly need to stop slacking and study. ):
I don't have new pictures to upload but, I got tons of pictures for Monday, teacher's day celebration at kennedy's house. ^^
Going out to have fun and drink later, so yup. Hopefully there will be pictures to update. ^^

Updated :
Elaine didn't post the photos on Facebook, So I only got few of them. ): ):

I like this one ^^ Baby was trying not letting Hao Ren kiss me. Hahahaha

Theres weird people comment on my blog about my cup size. -.-
I mean, does it really matter? My one big or small also I born like that right? What can I do with it? plastic surgery isit? No brainers. And seriously I think Push Up bra-s doesn't help much. Like that everybody can have big breast alr la, suffer under knifes for fuck. Big / small, I don't care what do you people think. But just fucking stop dicussing about it on my tag board.

Tags replied :
Mystery : Like I will.
Nat : there is always losers like them. (:
Guest : You call your mother wear push up see big anot. ( brainless one la this one, like anyone wear push up can have Fbig breast. )
pb : Lol, Yea I am only 15. So its not that big.
Maria : thats why. -.-
Passerby Two! : ok. ^^
Guest abc : if you think yes, then yes. No, then not lo.
Passerby two : lol. ^^
Guest : Yea true.
Guest : I am C, ask my mother why.
Passerby Two : I am C.... But yea, B the B lo. (:
guest : i dont know, but keeping your skin nice, moisturizer is a must. (:
Abbie : suresure. ^^
Maen : (L)
Guest : Yes......
byebye : She is attached, she is from my class. (:
Passerby two! : If you think its not, then not lo. (:
Shumin : ^^
Guest : Thanks for the compliment! (:
Jm :(L)
Passerby Two! : haha, see me in school? where?
Elaine : Sorry sorry, hahaha. I replied alr!!!!!

2009-08-30T17:05:00.007+11:00

Went to Sentosa yesterday, Enjoyed myself. ^^
Went to baby's house, out around 4 30. with Hao Ren, Jia Xin and Wen Bing.
Aftermath, went to baby's house again because it was early. Chilled, took last train home. ^^
Pictures below.

I am feeling awesome, Satisfied with my life without Fame, popularity, alot of friends.
I got an awesome boyfriend, everything still going so well after 5month.
I got an awesome family, giving me freedom and care at the same time.
I got a group of awesome friend, just few of them will be enough for me.
I don't need a bunch of friend but none of them is true one.

So now, I will just need to concentrate on my studies. ^^

Tags replied :
Mc Hong : Yesyes ! (:
Geog : I din't reply to all if you could just bother to check before tagging. -.-
passerby : thanks for the compliment. ^^
hi : thanks for following even though I seldom update, ^^
Nat : ^^
Ahbee : Haha, Am I emo? I don't know. but sometimes things just go wrong, thanks anyway !
Amanda : Suresure !
Paserby two! : what do you think?.
Passer : Thanks for your compliment. !
Guest : Wash face, Use toner, then mosturizer twice a day. ^^
May : heh.
maen : ^^
Nat : ^^

2009-08-28T23:51:00.001+11:00

I hope readers really never decrease, ^^
Post pictures tomorrow because I am going to sentosa. ^^

2009-08-23T15:50:00.003+11:00

I got no pictures at all, And noticed readers is decreasing, ):

baby came back yesterday, so went to meet him at redhill mrt, trained to Jurong point.
Luv bought a bear for me. ^^

Went back to his house, slacked awhile.
Then Wen Bing, Jia Xin, An Thai came, trained to Geylang around 7 plus? ^^
Went there to eat china BBQ, the mutton taste really nice. We drank alot too, ended up all of us were high and Wen Bing was really, really drunk, Haha

Bus-ed to clark quey, slacked.
I felt much better already but baby was really drunk. ^^
Reached home around 11 30.

Will try to post some pictures soon.

2009-08-19T19:59:00.004+11:00

That was saturday's picture, didn't upload dued my tagboard's problem, No life people.

Anyway, Baby has decided to be back on Saturday.... How great....
didn't attend school today, It have been so long since I absent from that school.
So yeah, having a boyfriend in school is really not a bad thing for me you see.

I complain nothing, hope you enjoying.
Swallowing everything, feel like nothing '
Lies? Perhap I should just remain silent.
So that nothing could be broken '

Tags replied :
Nat : thanks ^^
Passerby Two : Thanks for helping, ^^
Passerby : thanks for the compliment.
Cheap : fuck you, I think I already know who you are.
Abby :haha nevermind la, we sure will go out one. ^^ Top up alr text me. ^^
PasserbyTwo! : haha, No la I don't know alot people. (:
Maen : luv you (:
Guest : geylang one's are bigger.
Nat : thanks (:
Cynthai : see you soon! ^^ '
Mc hong : ^^ (L)
Pby : I got it at Bugis ^^ '
Keshwin : haha yea. (:

2009-08-14T18:09:00.002+11:00

I came back home early because Gonna go out with mama later, Its a friday man.

Baby has gone to Thai for some problem, hope he really come back next week. ):
Take care there kay, the day in school without you is really weird. everyone asked me about you too, even the teachers. ):

Tomorrow will still have plan even baby is not with me, Its a saturday. ^^
Get pictures tomorrow and upload everything.

2009-08-13T18:19:00.002+11:00

I didn't know so many of you are reading my blog, replying one by one through tags are just far too messy. So I am gonna delete everything there and here is my reply for all the losers out there.

First, Is there guy who act smart out there and making a fool out of him/her self.

Guest : dont you think youre pathetic ? youre losing friends , one by one . so treasure what you have now .
Reply : I am not losing my friends, Can stop pretending that you know me and my life so much and telling me how to live? Even me dont know what is happening and here you are assuming that you know everything, pathetic.

secondly, Is this pathetic person who don't know what I mean in my post.
Name? You wish. : Stop being such a bitch to Shien-Li and her friends, okay? You're just jealous she has better friends than you do. You're suppose to be happy for her because she has made a bunch of new friends. Not be angry and jealous. It's not like she will be a lonely person in her new school without any friends to hang out with. so, GET A LIFE and leave them alone, for everyone's sake.
Reply : I didn't even bother her after she transferred, because I know she will make new friends and I didn't stop her from doing that. But why she got to ignore? If she make new friend, can't she just like talk to us like we used to? Like well, at least like we talk to her she reply la, why must she walk away? But I am not blaming her at all because I know she got her own reason for doing that, So you please fuck off.

Then this one, keep on fucking here and there. Trying to act one big fuck who can speak good language. We OF COURSE WANT TO MEET HER IN PERSON, BUT SHE WANT ANOT? CB.
Johann : Maen, fix your god damn english. What on earth are you trying to say? you ****ing retard. if you have a ****ing problem with ShienLi then have the ****ing guts to TALK to her in person. You guys are ****ing pussies. She tried talking to guys but you guys nvr bother to listen. So stop being hypocritical. You say you care, what bull****. You guys can't accept the fact she made new friends because you ****ing imbecels are too engrossed with with living in your own little cirlce. Btw imbecels means stupid people like yourself. SO ACCEPT CHANGE MORONS. You guys are totally worthless. Clearly she can't trust you people cause you guys are backstabbing *****es. She is not at lost, you guys are. She doesn't need idiots likes you guys n her life. If you dont give a ****, then dont pretend like you do. Just leave her alone because she is sick of **** from you people. I as a friend of ShienLI too is sick with your nonsense. So **** OFF you dumb****!
Replying : You tried to write an essay in a tagboard, how smart. You fucking pussy dont know a thing. They tried to go find her = they got the guts to but she walked away. SO NOW WHAT? You kept on YOU GUYS YOU GUYS YOU GUYS, in my post its all my personal view for everything so don't include anyone in. Once again, We accept for the fact that she is making new friends like yeah its a very very normal thing, but its just that we don't find a need why she got to ignore us you understand mother fucker. After she transferred I didn't talk to her much, so I WAS NOT EVEN EXPECTING HER TO STUCK WITH ALL THE OLD FRIEND. I dont remember I got back stab her at all, seriously. I can go find her, but dont want to waste my time going all the way there and in the end she walk away you understand _|_. So far i only messaged her once so I dont think I am bothering her, dont bother to. If I dont care I wont be writing all this spending my time and spaces on my blog. Fuck off la.

All the things happened explained in all the tags which I replied. So sick and tired of all this, wondering why should I care in the first place. Be come like I am so desperate for her like that. _|_

2009-08-11T19:43:00.002+11:00

I am at baby's house, feeling so bored, ):
Took my test back today.
Suprisingly, I passed my science but I failed Maths, thought I should get better because I studied, But there was tons of careless mistakes.
Tags will reply soon.

And my dear shien li, I don't know what happened to you. Honestly I didn't know a thing if elaine never told me. At first I thought its just normal that we will drift apart after you transfer, But didn't expect things will end up this bad. I am totally speechless and don't fucking care about you anymore. I also left with ntohing more to say with those, FRIEND of yours.

2009-08-07T23:24:00.004+11:00

I feel so tired after a long day. ):

Well, I went to school today! ^^ Our class won first in the second game but the first one we were not even the third. ): Don't know why.

Dismissed at ten went straight home, changed and went to ICA building. :) Lucky it was fast, went to Bugis met Jia Min, Baby, Chuan Shen and Tracy then. ^^
Walked rounds and rounds to look for shoes, in the end still bought the first one I saw. Haha stupid I know.
Then bought these ;

Went to Far east After that, Saw Yusnor and Maira. ^^
So just lepak around town, Did nothing at all.

Tomorrow will play pool as usual, Fire works on Sunday, Going out with Family on Monday. Feels good to be scheduled.

Tags replied :
Jm : Haha, ^^
Abby : haha, come out with me la. Go sentosa?
Passerbytwo! : (:
Jm : Haha, Idiot what. ^^
Natalie : ^^
Maen : ^^
Abby : Chill ^^
sds : fuck you.
Vivian : soon! ^^
unknownlifeform : Haha Thanks, Hi! ^^
Guest : eh, I cut it at just some random salon. ^^
Passerbytwo : Haha, acne problem. :)
Hi : Thanks very much for the compliment. :)
Passerbytwo! : which Michelle?

2009-08-06T18:07:00.002+11:00

I am at baby's house right now, I know it have been a week since I blogged.
But nevermind, hope readers will continue reading my updates. :)
Tomorrow maybe not going to school and going to bugis to get my shoe with Jia Min (L)

Well, I have got pictures. But will update probably this weekend. ^^

2009-08-01T01:27:00.003+11:00

I think I will be alone at home again, It feels good. ^^

I am starting to play maple, out of boredom.

Why people in the magazine page look so flawless? Photo shop or plastic surgery? ):
envy.

Tags replied :
Maen : oi what cutecute!
Passerby : haha I have no idea as well. Eh Thanks for the compliment! ^^
Guest : A fan of mine? Haha I see. Thanks for the compliment. ^^
Maen : haha win what?
Passerby two : Eh? I dont get what you trying to say.
^^ : haha! I dont know why did I do that too. Thanks for the compliment! ^^
AhIce : ^^ Luv you la.
JM : Love you too! ^^
Maen : (:
Passerby two : hahahha the recent picture I agree it look like, look so funny.

2009-07-29T23:16:00.000+11:00

Went home to change, Then went to Tiong and meet Jia Min plus alot of people.
Awhile more went to play ground, slacked awhile and went home.

I feel happy because I went tiong and saw people that I haven't be meeting for a long time, I feel unhappy because of ______________.
I really, don't know what you want now.

Tags replied
Passerby two : Eheh? I act gangster? Which part of me do I look like/ behave like a gangster? stranger?
passerby : they are giving us alot of problem.. But thanks anyway! ^^
Passerby : you are not insulting me. :) eh, It got much better already, If you believe.
Hi : haha Thanks Thanks! ^^
Jm : (L)!!!!!!

Fuck you new t***.

2009-07-27T19:33:00.004+11:00

I seriously why school have to go against us, JUST BECAUSE LIKE, OH THEY ARE COUPLE AND SCHOOL DONT ENCOURAGE STUDENTS HAVING RELATIONSHIPS?
I bet there are tons of people who are having relationship outside the school or whatever. SO dont give me stupid reason like oh it it affect your studies. Fuck you

Accepting the fact that both us had cause trouble in school and sometimes being intimate, we already stop causing trouble.

Despite the fact that YOUR FUCKING ACCUSED us for absent for school and out to play just because 3 of us, good friends were not in school the same day.
I already got over it actually, because they didn't call up the parent.

BUT NOW YOU ARE ACCUSING US AGAIN. cb

Morning went to school, Baby got flu so the teacher insisted to send him home.
Then I was talking to Si Min, " Maybe I got flu also, Haha. " Suddenly teacher turned to me, " You got flu also?! Stay here! cannot go back class, must go home. " Hao ren was also hold back because he was sick as well.

The best thing was I was actually claiming that I was fine and don't need to, but well... He insisted.
So called up the parent and blahblahblah, Then just when I am going out of the school gate.
THEY DONT LET ME GO HOME JUST BECAUSE MAEN AND HAO REN HAPPENED TO BE SICK TOO.

After all the argument. I said fine you can just let me go back to class.
BUT THEY WANT ME TO WASTE THE PRECIOUS SLEEPING TIME AT HOME / STUDY IN CLASS AND SIT IN THE ROOM FOR THE WHOLE DAY! of course I will not happy right.

They refused to let me go home so I just went back to class because I was like whining + complaining + shouting.

Suddenly Baby message me said my dad called him up said we both are causing trouble in school. -'-

Then found out the school told my parent that, I INSIST TO GO HOME BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT THAT I WANT TO GO OUT PA TOA(date) with Maen.
why must they assume things and don't try to find out/listen to the real reason?!

I ended up crying in school because I felt so upset that, trying so hard not to make my parent angry... But now made them disappointed again by doing .... NOTHING.

I was so angry that decided if my parent don't believe me, I am going to complain to MOE. I am being serious here.

Fuck you New T***.

2009-07-26T14:24:00.002+11:00

Pictures taken yesterday. ^^
Went to baby's house, afterwards went Safra to play pool.
I keep losing and losing eh. ): Then Haoren and his friend stayed there for dota, While me and baby slacked and talked about alot and alot of things. (L)
Reached home around 10 30.

Baby is cooking for me. ^^

I really need some cash, for my shoes and everything.
Going for shots today, but need to pay my bill and then I don't have any extra cash again. -'-
Some how, I miss last time-s.

Tags repleid :
Shu Min : haha, I like. Miss you too. ^^
Abby : I want see you soon. ):
Cai Yan : thanks! See you soon.
Wei Zhen : hi.
Hi : Thanks for the compliment. ^^ I took around two year to grow my hair. :)
Passerby : i am from newtown. :)
Jiamin : Hahaha. Will try to! :)
ZaiRong : You too kay, hope to see you on wed! (L)
Maen : I hate you. ):
Passerby : thanks :)

2009-07-24T18:27:00.001+11:00

Hello, It have been ages since I last update. :)
Well, Wil update with new pictures this weekend ^^

2009-07-19T21:26:00.002+11:00

Meet Jia Min at tiong yesterday, saw some others too... But it seems like I don't feel the same way like how I used to anymore. I no longer belong there :)
At night went to play pool At Jurong safra with Luv, Hao Ren and An Tai.
I went so high because I won Luv and Hao Ren ^^
Then reached home at 12.30, was feeling unwell.

I like this one, Its a snap shot so we didn't pretend to smile. ^^

Tags replied :
((: I am alright, And anyway thanks!
Zenna : ^^
Gao Qiang : Wink your head la wink.
Shumin : haha ok ^^
Passerby : thanks for the compliment. ^^
Elaine : will update my links soon dear ^^
Maen : Luv you ^^
Amanda : sure ^^
Jia Min : not so nice ):
passerby : Yes (:
May : heh

2009-07-16T15:55:00.002+11:00

I didn't know that Viewty can take picture that well. ^^

Didn't go to school today dued to some reasons, I feel so tired I am going to take a nap now. CIAOz

2009-07-15T20:18:00.002+11:00

Me and Jia Min. <3

I went out with Jia Min yesterday, with maen and May. ^^
Was kind of enjoyable, meet you next week babe ^^

Tags replied :
W-enling : She/He tag at your blog of course I reply there.
wkeong : No
Yuting : Hi ^^
For the rest of people who helped, just don bother about it. And to the spammer, you are just being a loser here.

2009-07-12T16:02:00.003+11:00

My love, now that I am gone. You got to take care of yourself, I know its tough.. For both you and me to move on. But believe me, I said not being together is better for you and I really mean it. Its not an excuse, serious. Because you know I love you, because you know everything was so perfect, that we have never quarrel or have any problems in the past 3months plus..
Although the thought of letting you go,
the thought of everything will no longer stay the same,
the thought of all the plans are now all gone,
the thought of losing you... Is killing me deep inside.
But despite for all the things above, I know all I can now is goodbye

Tags replied :
Maen : ):
Passerby : He is thai..... :)
Estini : ^^
me : Yup. ^^
Anon : eh? Haha
ip@sserby : I am stil schooling, just stopped schoolong for a year.
:] : no the teachers are not strict, But I enjoy my life in new town. ^^
pei fen : hello ^^

2009-07-11T15:08:00.002+11:00

I don't have any new pictures taken this few days, maybe tomorrow will update new one. ^^

Today I am planning to go over Baby's house, the family is having party over there. :D Then maybe afterwards going to national museum for their night festival. ^^

Yesterday went to Art Museum with baby ,
ME : Do you think I am crazy that I like to go to place like this than doing some normal things like watching a movie?
Baby : ( pause ) I think we both are crazy.
Glad to have someone that share the same interest. ^^

But anyway was rather disappointed when we went there, except for one gallery, the whole museum only showed the art piece of this one artist. And I didn't really like it, although its like quite well-painted, but its all flowers, trees, rivers, and things like that. I would really prefer something that shows emotions. ): I expected more.

Then we tried to walk out to city hall, but ended up at Bugis. So went to buy a dress, then trained back home. ^^

Tags replied
anonymous : I stopped schooling for one year,(:
ip@sserby : I have no idea, Half bangs I think? Because my fringe is very thin. ^^
Passerby : haha Thanks! (:
Maen : (L) ^^
Jiamin : I Like that shirt ^^ See you soon kay luv!
Maen : ):
JO* : Yesyes, he is thai. ^^

2009-07-08T22:09:00.004+11:00

You know baby, It have been so long for me to feel this way again. Nothing beats spending time with you, even when we were just sitting down without saying or doing anything at all. I don't think that this is like any another relationship that I had before, It feels so completely different. I luv you so much.

So there it goes, some losers out there starts all the idiotic gossips again.
They say I am cheap, I am being a bitch because I hang out with only boys. Seriously, fuck you all. I didn't bother because like duh I don't wish to entertain you loser, But its getting too much. OF COURSE I HAVE GIRLFRIENDS, few of the closest. I prefer close to guys because there is some girls ( SOME ) who are like your, AND I DONT LIKE TO BITCH ABOUT PEOPLE YOU KNOW THAT AND GUYS DONT BITCH.

I FUCKING FEEL BETTER HANG OUT BEING CLOSE TO GUYS AND WHY YOUR FUCKING CARE SO MUCH?! whats wrong with that. knnccb@!!@#$@W$%! Its a stupid reason to confront thats why I didn't, but this is really the last time. I AM REFERRING TO YOU BITCHES IF YOU THINK THERES SOMETHING WRONG WITH THE THINGS I WRITE YOU CAN COME FIND ME YOU CAN YOU CAN YOU CAN!

kay sorry I am being very vulgar and Ahlian, pardon me I am just irritated. Update soon readers

2009-07-06T20:49:00.007+11:00

Told you I have plenty of them. :D

Oh well, I am back to friendster and facebook and and Msn again dued to my boredom.

I am well dressed at home, waiting for baby to come and off to BBQ at Bishan with family together. ^^

Tags replied :
Zairong : will relink soon^^ Ly
Janice : Huh?
Mei Xuan : heh Thanks! Luv
(: : N2/5 ^^
Maen : Hate you, (:
:] : It depends whats your expectation. ^^
Wei Zhen : hi
ip@sserby : Hello, Eh no I don't ^^
Guest : You don't tell me your name how would I know? (:
Abby : Fri ohoh! (:
Zairong : (L)
Passerby : Oh (:
May : Hihi ^^

2009-07-05T00:01:00.003+11:00

Kay I got no pictures ^^

Because now i am at granny's house, so will upload when I go home tomorrow. There's plenty of them, ^^

On friday I went to Bugis with Jia Min, Abby was supposed to go too, But ended up never. Will meet her on monday I think. Had a great time with her, I still felt that we were as close as before even we didn't meet each other for a long time. (L)
Next friday my love! Me bought plenty of things ^^

Today went out with boyfriend, walked around town. Talked, cam whored and Joked alot. I still remmebered thats what we used to do all the time. (L)

don't worry, I am sorry if I did soemthing to let you feel upset. I am sorry that I neglect, But everything is fine now. Remember what we promised each other my love, this will be longer than any other relationship we had. I luv you, always.

2009-06-28T16:03:00.003+11:00

Cam whored and cam whored, I am hopeless.

Currently watching some korean shows, Korean guys are... HOT. ^^

Was supposed to go to church today, But brother was having fever so didn't go. :)
School is starting tomorrow, I haven't get my lense, Haven't buy my bag, Haven't do anything Yet. ):

RIP Michael Jackson (L)

Photo-shooting on Sunday. ^^

Tags replied :
^^ : You're welcome, Eh yea somehow. :D
Passerby : what do you think?
Andrew : Oh, add me in msn loser. esther_yun_1994@hotmail.com, and talk to me there.
Passerby : Shop at queen's way. :)
hello! : Yes I do. :)
hello! : haha okay, Thanks. :)

2009-06-26T15:35:00.002+11:00

I upload with pictures. :D
So anyway, have been slacking these few days. Sleep in the morning and wake up in the afternoon, I need to adjust my timing other wise I don't know how am I going to wake up when school reopens, and its not going to extend anymore. ):

Later I am going to watch Transformer with Baby and Hao ren. (L)

Oh and, My phone is down. Will be okay after two weeks. ^^

Tags replied :
Natalie : really? What kind of problem?
Andrew : heh, Come out meet me then. We will see.
^^ : eh, Its something like girl's home but its better. :)
Zenna : hahaha, Yeahyeah! ):
I passed by : I left with 5 ear piercing. tongue piercing and nose piercing. :)
Natalie : not going in anymore. (:
^^ : not going there anymore. :)
Zhi Xiu : yupyup. (L)
Maen : luv you too. :)
May : ^^
Hui Tong : thanks for tagging. :)
Mala : hello! (:
Natalie : HiHi. :)
I passed by : I left with 5 ear hole only. );
Elaine : Hello :uvvv. (;
William : Hello! (: will link soon! (:

2009-06-24T19:20:00.001+11:00

Hello, everything is fine now, I think.
New pictures up soon, and keep my tag board alive people. :O

The end, hell.

2009-06-21T01:45:00.004+11:00

Baby, I love you. As well as your brotheeeer. (L)

I went to look for baby today, went to eat Japanese food with him and his friend.
In the end, went to his house. His family want go eat again, So went there to have ice cream. (:

I am feeling very down. People, I think I am going to hostel for a month, its my mum's decision... But well, This time round I can't blame her either. I lied to her yesterday, I was supposed to go back home but went to stayed over..... So yah, I don't want to argue, explain for myself... Since she already made the decision. And anyway, she won't trust me too.. I just hope when I come out everything will just be fine........ (:

2009-06-19T02:00:00.002+11:00

Hahahaha, I guess you will be like.. waulao, her face again. she don't have interesting picture one ley. Boring Right? Hahaha

I just came back from boyfriend's house, didn't go home yesterday.
meet Mala, May and william along with boyfriend and ammizal on wed. Caught a movie, chat and they left home early. So, we went to play poool. I kept losing leyyyyy. ):
Then Gao Qiang and his friend came. Slacked and Talked awhile. (L)
Learnt thai from boyfriend and I think this language is Hell cute. :D

Oh and, I went for church retreat before that, Stayed for two night and I learnt alot of things, Noticed alot of things too. Its not that bad after all. (L)

Tags replied. My tagboard is dying. ):
May : will link you soon. (:
Mei Xuan : thanks sweeet. (:
Yi Qian : hello.
Wei Zhen : (:
Jacelyn : Hello ^^
Peifen : hahaha, you message me. :)
pased by + passer byy : Eh, I am not sure. I never change my hair style for very long already.
Ahiceeee : loveeeeeeeee(L)
Peifen : you message me. :)
i passed by : Haha, its blue actually. :) I know. :(
mavis : haha, :)
Guest1 : thanks for the compliment. :)
:] : Its left. :D
Zenna. : (L)

Things I am not supposed to know....

2009-06-12T23:54:00.002+11:00

Hugoooooooooo. (L)

I am effing tired because I came back from camping at pasir ris with Boyfriend and friends.

It was great because the weather was very nice although it was hell hot during the day. The cloudless sky was filled of many many stars, lying down looking at both the sky and the sea, with your loved one right beside you... how I wished it will stay like that.....

Woke up in the morning I felt like I was going to die already, So effing tired. The Heat made me want to faint. ):

Tags reply next time, i am talking to Baby and going to sleep already.

Fear, that you will go.

2009-06-08T02:15:00.003+11:00

Just came back not long ago. :D

Morning went for service, then trained back home to change as the weather was hell hot. And meet boyfriend, Amizal to town. (L)
Went to far east, then to arena for pooooool.

the moon is very nice tonight.

Tags replied
Dawn : hi. :)
P@sserby : Eh, pink? grey? (:
Lingmin : Hi sweet.
i passed by : Hahaha, depends. :)
Gao Qiang : Hahaha. Hi
Shu Min : Haha, only if you can. (L)
CaiYan : yupyup. (L)

2009-06-05T15:08:00.003+11:00

Things have not been very good for me, but well... I always manage to be fine, everything will always eventually be ok for me, I hope this time as well.

So, I went to sentosa with Gao Qiang, boyfriend and well, gao qiang's classmates.
It was quite fun actually, stayed in the water most of the time. (L)
Around 4 30 took some snack and look at the sun set, Talked and Played. :D
Alright there's pictures.

^^

Tags replied
May : hahaha, will link you soooon. (L)
Wei Zhen :P hello. :)
Magdeline : Haha. :D
Shu Min : hahahaha, my principal. :D
Lambo-saan : Uh? And you are? Haha
passerby : haha, yup. :)
Zairong : sorry. :o
Zenna : hahaha. :D
i passerby : hahaha no, just that I think its nice? :D
Amanda : Hahah, I am not sure yet. You going?
Yanlin : hellohellohello! :D
AhIceee : hello! Hahaha, suresure!
Peifen : miss you too! see you soooon kay!
Passerby : thanks for the compliment. :)
Zairong : Haha, take care too! (L)

2009-06-03T00:11:00.002+11:00

I got back my phone, and meet the parent as well. Everything went out fine but just when madam neo came to be a busy body and told my parent about me smoking.. And everything turns into a mess right now, -'-

Holiday is so boring, anyone ask me out?

2009-06-01T03:34:00.003+11:00

I miss you baby.

Pardon for posting all the old pictures, because I haven't got my phone back from Ms Christ Tan. ):

I hate Holidays, life is getting so boring.
On Saturday, went to watched Terminator Salvation with baby Maen and his uncle and brother. The movie was okay, but I find it too long and nearly fall asleep. I think I will give it 4.5/10? It start at 9 30 and ends at 12. :O

So stayed over again. Sunday morning went to Toa Payoh with love, supposed to go for Job interview lah, but was late so ended up we went all there for nothing. Tsk
Met Gao Qiang and chilled awhile, went home early but I guess no one will be home again.
Recently like, I am staying alone like that. Hahaha But kay la, used to it already. :) Like what Ms tham said, maybe its good because I will end up being more independent than others.

I can't sleep lah like seriously, I guess I will go down and get some sweets for myself. I think I should really stop eating already.

Its 1am in the morning, I can't sleep, I feel like eating, I just spent alot of money on blog shopping, I am going to school to get my phone back later and I am dying without it, I miss my baby.

Tags replied
Shien Li : Haha, I am doing fine. (L)
CaiYan : yesyes. :)
Zenna : will work hard for EYE la. :D Love you
may i knoww : eheh, its not so tanned, not so bright. :)
anonymous : No Id on't take out during school, Thanks. (:
Lingmin : hello sweet. (L)
Jacelyn : I hope she will, Thanks anyway. (L)
hello :D : I am now 157cm, I want to be at least 160. ):
may i knoww : its aroun $40-50, I don't know if its good. i just switch using this no long ago. :)
Maen J : luvvv you. (L)
zairong : haha don't care about losers. :)
May : Hello. :)

2009-05-30T00:14:00.002+11:00

Kay la I am bored, So I guess I should update. :D

My phone was confiscated = no alarm. So I actually woke up late today and reached school aroun 10 30, I know its really late because school ends at 12 today. But I thought I could get back my damn phone today.
But ended up I didn't. ): Got to go back on monday, -'-.

Got back our report book, Here is my results.
English : 63.6
Chinese : 71
Maths : 52.2
Science : 46
Geography : 48.8
Hist : 52.3
Literature : 52.5
D&T : 55.4
Art : 74.6

so basically my result wasn't good lah. ): work harder next year, I hope I can.
After school mood wasn't that good so decided to find hao ren at his place there, he dyed his hair gold. :O Chilled for awhile, went home early because I was really tired. and guess what, no one is at home again. -'-

2009-05-29T22:48:00.001+11:00

Kay look I made an effort to change my blog skin. :)
Update tomorrow with photos I hope. (L)

2009-05-28T23:20:00.002+11:00

Hello, I have got no photos yes. This post I am going to crap and complain and whine. Up to you if you are going to read it or not. (:

So basically, this few days is really... not my day.
its about family and school, things are just not right at all.

Well, I don't understand why mum are saying all the things about how bad I am, how I don't listen to her and make her angry everytime and whatever...
I meant, you didn't come back and leaving me alone at home for like 3, 4 days? By the time you come back home, I suppose the house is not messy. I did everything.. almost everything except for mopping the floor. And there you are saying I made the house messy. I came home early than anyone but just for yesterday, I was late abit and you are there saying I am home late everyday and dont care about anything at all? I mean like, I don't expect you to praise me or even appreciate that I make an effort try to do what you are telling me to do, what I need is just to see that I am start to change.. I really have no idea what to do already mum, home is not like a home now. I come back home and nobody speaks, sometimes nobody is even at home.. I know you are not going to read this and nobody will tell you. I love you mum, but what else can I do now?

And school, my phone got confiscated for two days already.
And teachers are accusing us for making trouble when we are not. I have nothing more to say, one more day to go.

I know nothing is going to solve even if I write it on my blog. I just feel so much better when I just write my feelings down here, and I really don't bother to hide anything.

Tags replied
(F) Zairong : wtf, I know you not ZR lah. If you think my boob SMALL then SMALL la but I don't put thing inside lah hor. -'-

Zai Rong : I am online but you are not. ): Eh nevermind lah, not your fault. :)

may i know : Clean and clear. (: Uh uh, no my skin is not really flawless. I use Bobbi Brown's foundation. :D

anonnn : Uh, both are my blog song my dear. :)

hello :D : hahaha yesyes, I really want to be taller. ):

haox3 : you are?

Janice : Hahahaha! :D

Yuting : (L)

Amanda : haha yesyes. Miss you alot la.

ppasser : its at street second floor. :)

anonymous : Haha thanks for the compliment! eh yes I pierced my tongue. :)

2009-05-25T22:35:00.002+11:00

So tallll, ): Jealous

Today is really shitty for me, But well I believe tomorrow will back to normal.

Firstly, I slept at 5 in the morning, And 6 in the morning my Alarm didn't wake up up, manage to rush to school after Love's message.
Then, right after assembly got scolded for skipping school. Like wth? I have not been going to school for like how many days, and Ms Tham didn't bothered to care. But just that this time, Maen didn't go to school as well thats why she is thinking that we went out together or whatsoever.

Then went to discipline room, talked and talked. They actually know that I have been staying over at Love's place and so called worried for me.. I know what am I doing but it seems like they always like to get involve with my personally things, I hate it especially when it comes to relationship. I feel the unnecessary stress, and it somehow became the only problem we are having now. So how, I am tired.

They will be calling my parents up but I guess mum will be understanding enough.

After school went slacking with Hao Ren and then met Love, We really got nothing to do so just chilled somewhere under block. Was feeling kind of... I don't know what.

But today, is really not my day, and I don't feel good both physically and emotionally.
Kay I am tired, Very tired.

Tag replied
Maria :(L)
Maen : love you too. (:
Shu Min : hahaha, he is a sicko, pervert and Moron.
Nat : (:
Anon : Oh, Hello have life people.
Ahiceeee : Hahaha, yesyesyesyes! :D
Shu Min : thanks! (L)
PB : Really? Thanks for the compliment! (:
Adelene : yes very soon, I hope. Love you
Janice : hahaha, face easier to aim.
Abby : yeah lah, damn sick. ):
Pamelia : yeah see you! (:
Zenna : thanks! (L)
Cynthia : see you soon! (:
Dawn : hello. (:
Caiyan : hello. (:
郜强 : hello. (:
Shu Min : hahaha, I know. But thanks anyway! See you really soon kay. (L)
Abby : (L)!
Shien Li : I am. I hope you are too.
Ah Iceeee : I know, Thanks! (L)
Janice : Not anymore. :D
nameless : Chinese is Chen. (:
pppasser : its at bugis. (: haha thanks!
Reader : oh its at the second floor. :)
Jacelyn : not confrim yet. :O
Zenna : haha!
Zai Rong : Haha, Yeah la so long never see you and other people already. (:

2009-05-24T07:13:00.002+11:00

Its 5am in the morning and I just can't sleep.. So just did almost all the house work for the sake of fun but still.. I don't feel tired at all. Why everyone sleep so early today? noooooooo one to talk to. ):

I love you, It explains everything.. Right?

2009-05-23T18:01:00.002+11:00

I am currently at love's house with Hao ren now.
Will post the pictures when I get home. :D

Yesterday went to watch Night at the Museum2. Its very nice. (L)
Very cute and interesting. :D

POst again when I get home.

2009-05-21T22:44:00.002+11:00

Cam whored and did stupid things at Hao ren house while waiting for Maen to finish his detention to end. (:

So I didn't go to school today, went to school and met them.
Chilled around clementi there and Haoren's house. :D

Was really bored, Glenn was watching porn from the start and seemed to be very happy. -.- But since he is only sec 1..... so yar.
Met Maen and york huan, chilled.
They want to go Jurong east, I was really tired so took a bus home.

Then, when I was walking back home, I noticed some guy was walking really close to me.

So I stared at him .
He stared back, looking at me from top to toe, then stop at my BOOBS.
YES THATS HOW DARING HE IS.
Me : STARE WHAT STARE!
Guy : * continue staring at me as if I am invisible.
Me : Stare some more!
and I was holding a can of coke by the way.
Guy : Stare like nobody's business.
Me : * Throw the whole can of coke on to his face.
Then he run.

Its like, imagine a guy stand there and stare at your boobs like that.
Was kind of scary, but I couldn't show that I was scared, if not I don't know what is he going to do to me. ): Scary.

Excuse me, WHY DO YOU CARE SO MUCH ABOUT WHAT AM I DOING WHEN MY BOYF DOESN"T EVEN CARE? you being a stranger, by looking at pictures say I am flirting? Like hello, they are all my close friends. Whats wrong with being close? And more ever, my boyfriend know and hang out with ALL of them. Everytime, He will be with me too. Must I really hang out with only girls then consider not flirting? Bull shits.

2009-05-19T23:07:00.006+11:00

I failed failed failed failed failed my damn SCIENCE MY THAT ONE MARK! ):
I studied, but why I failed. ):

I passed my maths by 5 mark, tons of careless mistakes.
Got 52 for history, Chinese 157/200. Kay lah at least I passed them all, but left LIT, and Geographyyyyyyyyyyy. Pray hard that I can pass.
I got 80 for my arrrrrrrrrrrrttttttttttt. (L) Happy.

Maen's art is terribly nice, I envy envy and envy. ):

Randomly, Me. (:

2009-05-17T17:57:00.003+11:00

I just realised, everything is so fake. Perfect no, maybe its just a sudden sense of distance between us that is making me feel unsafe, lost. If only I have the courage to shout, how am i feeling today. Its so suprising that, I just feel like blogging it out instead of talking to anyone. In the end, I realised everything was a lie, lies that I believed for so long. I thought I don't care? And where are you now? I miss you, where? At this point of time, all I need is just... Nevermind. Perhaps just a text will make me feel so much better, that you thought about me? Lost, disappointments, losing my sense of direction, losing my words, losing my smiles, losing my tears, lost of emotions, I feel like I am dead, for now. I am going for a walk now, hope that everything will eventually get better after I come back.

No one knows what am I talking and referring to, I bet.

2009-05-17T03:04:00.002+11:00

I just came back from Maen's house, Didnt go home again. My family have been staying over at dont know where lately and leaving me alone at home, Tonight they are not coming back, too. ): But decided not to trouble Maen's family so got to come back home, I really don't like to be alone. ):

Going to school to get my result after that will be going out to find work. Don't want to spend my holiday slacking around wasting time. I am being really random today, got nothing much to post and I am bored.

Maen fell asleep. ):

nothing is unbeautiful, everything goes on so well.
I gave you everything, because I love you and I really mean it.

Tags replied :
Elaine : hahaha, love you. (L)
bleah : nah, I understand why is he doing this and won't blame him, I got nothing to lose but a friendship. But thanks anyway. :)
Nat : hello. :)
hellossss : haha, I have no idea too. Maybe is the angle I take the pictures and the light? I don't know. :)
lampasserby : I have the account but I don't use it anymore. :D
Reader :D : erm no I don't use it already, Just apply mascara. :) I got it at Bugis.
passerby : Will try too. :D
Shu Min : haha love you. (L)

2009-05-15T17:24:00.008+11:00

I know it've been days since my last update, I got to study for exam and been home late. So no time for my blog. :D
I shall not post about things happened few days back because life was boring, slack + study everytime.
And science paper was hard, I hope I can pass.

Pictures below is the day we went to town together, Then after that we stayed over at Maen's house. (L) It was fun.
Pictures are not clear because I was using the front camera. :)

Gao Qiang. :D

Bestest, love. (L)

(L) I love you.

Hao Ren. (:

MCHONG, I am really speechless about everything.
If now I really mention what and why, people reading will get speechless too.
Since we have been friends for so long and I don't wish to get into any fights between us, and your girl. Since I have been the reason of the unhappiness between both of you, then sure I will just treat you like a stranger.

Tags replied :
Passed : alot of places, but tank tops usually can be found at many shops. (:
Passingz : Yes. (:
Elaine.L : hello, yes yes. Hope to meet up soon. (L)
Passerby : thanks. (:
Zai Rong : Happy mother day? Hahaha
Wkeong : Hello. :D
Zenna : hi sweetheart! (:
Reader : bugis street my dear. (:
hallo : Hi, Uh nope. I am using the transparent one. (:
Shu Min : haha, will think about it again. (L)
Nat : haha. :D
Zenna. (L)
hahaha : Hi, thanks for your advice. I will think about it again. (;
~_~ : hello, Thanks for the compliment. Will try to update often, continue viewing kay. (:
hellowello : oh its at far east, I bought it at 8 only. (:
Janice : hahaha. :D
Shu Min : I love you too. :D
Jonas Ng : oh, I wonder how you manage to find my friendster? Thanks anyway. :)
Abby : loveeeeeeeee(L)
Zhi Xiu : see you soon. :D

2009-05-07T02:22:00.003+11:00

Tomorrow will be my paper for Geography, Yet I am not studying because nothing is getting in my brain. I doubt I will pass my Geography, will be working hard on other subjects, I hope I can.

Went to study at Jurong East library today, But couldn't really study much because they made me couldn't stop laughing. I know we were disturbing other people but well, we really tried to control indeed.

I am thinking of inking my hip, should I?

Sometimes, you make me feel perfect.

Tag replied.
Zai Rong : linked already kay. :D see you soon! (L)
Dawn : Haha, Okay. (:
Micky : kay . :)
Shu Min : haha yup, I am talking to you on msn now sweet. (L)
Guest : Haha kay, Thanks.
Elaine : Hahaha, I didn't go out with Mr Foo. :D
Ling Min : hello sweet! I now seldom go Tiong already. :D
Guest11 : Hello, I don't really use Facebook but I do use friendster. :)
Zenna : you too. (L)
Janice : yup we will. :D
Zai Rong : I am sorry. ):
passingsz : Uh, I still used eye liner, but well I don't use fake eye lashes often . (:
Passerby1 : one of it, Yes. (:
psrby : haha, Nope. (:

2009-05-03T20:41:00.002+11:00

I AM NOT PERFECT, I KNOW THAT.

Well, its a Sunday afternoon and I didn't go anywhere and not going to. Pathetic, I miss that somebody. :O Didn't go home on Friday night and reached home on Saturday night. Had a fun day. (L)

Exam is in a weeks time, I know that. But something is stopping me from studying, I don't know what. Some one tell me what to do. ):

Sometimes, I wonder why I can't find any flaws on you?
Everything that makes me happy, I thought of you.
Why is this so.

Guest : Uh I don't have a good complexion?
Guest : what do you think? :O
Passerby : Let them, I don't care. (:
Yuting : :D
Passerby : I don't have a good complexion, and please don't irritate me with this question anymore? Thanks. (:
Cynthia : alright. (L)
Shu Min : I hope anything is fine, anything wrong text me kay. (:
Shien Li : I am. (L)
Zenna : Hello. :D
Janice : Haha, we still talk.
Dawn : Oh, then how you know me? :O
L.Meixuan : love you. (L)

2009-04-29T21:43:00.004+11:00

I am so effing tired now. :o
But I had pretty much fun out with them. Jokes, Laughter. (L) Though I ought to be ab it violent.
Today I had my English SA1. I think I will be flanking( I hope its in the correct tense) my compo, I have got no idea what to write about, My mind was all blank. :O But Paper two was okay. Tomorrow will be my Chinese paper, I really don't feel like taking it. Only if I can give up on Chinese.

I suddenly thought of all the flaws, Its wasn't so perfect isn't it? I think its so much better that I left, for both of us not for myself. everything came to a full stop, Pretending-s, Stress, Arguments, Suspecting-s, No trust-s, Heart breaks, Complaining-s, ALL. I still care and hope you will find someone who can really make you happy like her, Really. :)

Tags Replied
Passer by : does it matter. :D
Abby. Love (L)
Guest : Thanks. :) I use M.A.C's eye liner. :D Uh, I am not sure. :)
Zai Rong : yeah see you really soon, Take care too kay. :D
Janice : never see you. :o
Passerby : If you seek army by Britney. :D
psryby : Thick make up you mean foundation? (: Uh no, I don't draw the lower part.
Eilieen : Okay.
E.stini : Hello sweetie. :D
Gladys : HAHA, I won't forget you luh! (L)
D,awn L : Haha, do I know you actually? :)
Shu Min : school not fine?
Shien Li : I know, Me love you.
Janice : not ahlian. :O
Elaine : real real real. :O

2009-04-26T13:57:00.004+11:00

My whole family went to sentosa and left me alone in the house. ):
So anyway, I went to Jurong Library to study yesterday. But because we went there late, No table and got to sit on the floor. I couldn't even study probably please. ):
So we talked and fooled around instead. :D The library wasn't quiet anyway.
Glenn left after that. Left me and Maen, mrt-ed to IMM and walked around.
Slacked and chilled awhile, I reached home around 11 30. :)

P/S : I swollowed my Bar bell again while I was talking to Glenn, how great.

I am afraid you will just disappear, because everything seems too perfect.

2009-04-25T02:19:00.003+11:00

Kay I have got pictures. But I am seriously not in the mood to upload it so, maybe tomorrow. (:

I got myself and Maen into trouble today at school.
We were accused.
I got a bad scoldings but was not punished.
But Maen got 3 strokes of cane-ing.
We disappoint her, but promised her will change.
I feel Bad although I don't want to bother.

I have no comments about what happened to us today, Just feel unfair and stupid.
Why must they make the matter seemed so wrong, its not supposed to be like this. Even though I dont really care and don't give a damn about how people judge me or think of me, BUT ITS UNFAIR. Maybe I could just laugh over it, just give me a day, A day will do.

Tag Replied :
Pby : Yeah. :)
Passer-by : I blog like this for don't know how long already.
D,awnL : uh yes I think so, I went there just now. (: you are?
Zai rong : lol you nag like uncle sial, Kay lah will link you up tomorrow. :D
Shien Li : Nah it won't trouble me. Love you.
ELAINE : HAHAHA, its real!
Psrby : I try to.
haheho : why would you want to know. (:
Cammie : uh, ok I guess. (: Its for volume not for the length. (:
Janice : HAHA. :D I dont know how to laugh.

2009-04-23T01:04:00.002+11:00

I think I upload this picture more than once eh.

Today's lesson was like so boring. Morever Hao Ren and Yong Da didn't come. ):
During the two period of chinese lesson was revising my maths questions. :D
My mind was like totally blank, couldn't think of anything to draw. Today's lesson time was so long and boring. ):

After school went to Library and do our work with Maen, Glen, York Kuan and Yong Qiang. :D Is the way I laugh really that funny? :O

Tags replied :
Shu Min : Haha, life is very good now. You?
Ling Min : Hello. (:
Hallo : oh ok. Why.
Passer : haha, ok.
Passings ((: : Eh, its transparent. :D
12345 : Eh, Church. :D
Shien Li : HAHA. :D
Passerbyy : haha, Yeah. He is P4. :D
Janice : HAHA, Yeah. I just said Hello to you today. :D
Cammie : Eh, Yeah. :D
Passerby : hi.

I've been tagged with alot of unknowns, answering questions is fun.
CIAO. :D

2009-04-19T21:13:00.004+11:00

Hello, Was busy yesterday thus didn't do my update.
ANYWAY, didn't come home on friday night. Went to Maen 's house, meet his friend and drink together, I drink quite alot. ):
Went his house to sleep early 8 to 10. Then maen send me home, ( sorry for causing so many trouble between you and your parent ) but my family all not at home and I didn't bring my key. ): So slacked down stairs.

As for today, the weather is too hot and I am too tired. So after service then camee back home already. :D
I am effing hungry now, SO BYE PEOPLE. :D

TAGS REPLIED :
Starrr : I use Bio estee's make up remover. :)
Guest : I moved all the things to external memory and then can already. Aww thanks. (:
Passerby : my eye fake? What do you mean?
Passings(: : eh no, I don't do treatment to my hair. (:
Guest : Haha, Its complicated. :D
Shumin : hello. :D miss you too.
Cammie : eh, because I lazy to change eay studs everytime. Now I left 5 of them, can't close already.
Psser : Eh, its heart shape with diamond. :)
:D : I try to. :D
Cammie : I use silky girl's mascara. :D nope I dont use them often. :)
Zenna : love you. :D

2009-04-17T21:12:00.002+11:00

Hello people, the weather is damn hot today. So I didn't go out, But now I am off to prepare and meet Maen already. Will not be coming back home today. :D
So, Pictures will be post and tags will reply tomorrrrrrrow. :D

2009-04-17T03:30:00.002+11:00

See people, I said I will update means I will kay. :D

its 12 plus and I just reached home, further more I was still wearing my uniform. ):

Had my Nafa test today, ran like mad and I got a B. B, ): Skipped music lesson with maen. Caught by Christine Tan for short skirt, she even called my mum for that.

Went to lakeside with maen, Zhao Qiang and Glen. Slacked as usual and went off at six.

didn't want to go home early so went to maen's place, Slacked with his friends again. :O And came back home so late.

I am off to reply those tags now. CIAO.

Tags replied.

Zai Rong : Will link you up soon. :D
Amanda : Hello pretty. (:
Psser : oh thanks, but I really forgot where did I get it. :O
Cammie : mascara. (:
ipasserby : 157 and 43kg. (:
Starrr : Eh I am not sure, sorry sweet.
Zai Rong : Hahaha, I just saw you today. :D
Adelene : Will start updating. :D
Magdeline : Hello. (:
Shien Li : Hahaha, (L).
Wen Jun : hello. :D
Gladys : Hahaha, Miss you too.
Abby : I miss you man.
Cammie : Used to have alot, but let them close already. (:
Zenna : (L) :D
Guest : Yes, We broke up already. :)
Cai Yan : :D
ummmm : Yes.
Ling Min : Thanks! :D

2009-04-13T20:55:00.004+11:00

I know my blog is really dead, Very very dead.
I don't have the time to and don't bother updating it, but still. Will upload pictures now. :D

I received this bouquet of rose early in the morning today. Never write name, Nothing. Just a small cute card attached and wrote HELLO ESTHER. WHO SO SWEEEEEEEEET? :D

Kay random pictures. Butterfly damn nice right, took it at Zoo. :D

I will reply tags within days kay, CIAO.

2009-03-27T18:44:00.003+11:00

See, I don't bother to blog without pictures. I find my post very very boring.

But anyway, I had my Chinese and English Oral Exam on wed and Thur.
Chinese one was very bad, I couldn't read quite a number of words and I crap a lot on the conversation part.
Then English was fine, But I think I ran out of point. Was answering another thing when he ask the different thing. :) After English oral I went to watch The Unborn. It was not-so scary, Its just the sound effect and the graphic was kind of disgusting.

For today, I actually went to school. Must be proud of me because was feeling unwell in the morning. :)
Then, went to clementi to east and came back home. How pathetic, Its a friday and I am actually at home.

Next week have got sexual program for like 2 days. Then wed is our CIP at east coast park. (:

2009-03-23T03:06:00.002+11:00

WHY WHY WHY I CAN'T UPLOAD MY PICTURE FROM VIEWTY?! but music can? People if you know please tell me what to do. I got really fed up. :(

Crap.
Anyway, I went to sentosa with maen, abby, zhi xiu and Estini and their love. :)
Today is FUN. :D and tiring as well.

Morning met Maen at Redhill Mrt, Was late. :O
Went Vivo first, met Abby and decided to LongJohn. Ate and waited for Estini and Zhi Xiu to come and train-ed to Sentosa. :D
Walked damn long then we decided to tram to Tanjong beach. :D

Had fun, played volley ball, Swam, Joked. (L)
Then I kena cut on the hand, Bleed. :(

Left sentosa during late afternoon without Estini, and went to eat pasta mania. :D
Thanks Maen for paying my bill, Really.

After that decided to go Safra for Pool. :)
Then bused 145 with maen to redhill, he went to take mrt back home and I went home.
Thanks for the your accompanied, Again. :)

Until I figure out why I can't upload the pictures, my blog will stay boring as ever.

2009-03-20T22:56:00.002+11:00

I think I am too lazy to blog now a days.
And now people like to go other's blog just to make awful comments and bark like some dog, maybe thats the only way to make their life more interesting I guess.

I changed my number and I changed my Phone. :D
I wanted to buy Ice Cream, its so nice and sweet. But then out of stock. :O
So bought viewty. :)

2009-03-19T13:37:00.003+11:00

Hello people. I didn't go for my english course today, I am not sure if I was sick or was just plain lazy. well, I will be very busy today sincec I got a lot of things left undone.
Will update again. :)

2009-03-18T16:41:00.002+11:00

I have to pretend that its okay. -'-
Will post again when I reached home, bye people.

I am home. :D
Went no where actually, went to cresent. met Isk and leonard, slacked, played cards, ate. :D went home early because Isk is sick and need to rest.

English course tomorrow, will be going I guess. :)
Ciaoz.

2009-03-17T19:00:00.003+11:00

I wondered if its right, and if its wrong.
Nobody knows nor understands what I am trying to say, I've got a lot of friends, Yet I have none of that.
You are very nice and capable in doing everything, its just me.. who don't know how to appreciate, who don't know how to be selfish, who don't how to pretend that everything is fine and make things easier for everyone.
I just can't do it, all by myself.
But just tell me who will be there? no one. You can't always expect there is this when you put in all the attention on another earlier on. Again, you people will tell me I am thinking too much.
I am just trying to look and do the best for myself, and the people I loved and cared.. I have no idea whats wrong, I have no idea why I would have to think about what others think when I know it would eventually make me feel better. Till then, I can't trust you.

You may not know what am I talking about, neither do I.

2009-03-16T01:36:00.000+11:00

Hello.

I am not at home now but I think my house com is okay already.

I've gone tons of holiday homework to do and I guess I will be very busy the entire holiday. but will still blog anyway.
Losers are making comments on tagboard, -'-

2009-03-11T19:18:00.001+11:00

I know, My blog is Dead.
Theres problem with the network connection, will be fixed by this holiday. :D
Will reply all the tags as well.

2009-02-19T18:41:00.002+11:00

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi.
I am now at boyfriend's house, the weather sucks.. ):

School was very boring, had both english and science test.
I will flank my science, I swear.
My eye/contact lense was killing me , I was tearing non stop. ):
Kay crap, tomorrow is friday. FINALLY. :)

Ciao.

2009-02-18T00:28:00.002+11:00

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE LAST TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED.
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!?
SUCH THING HAPPENED TO MY LOVED ONE AND I DON'T KNOW A THING. -'-
I know you are not following my blog recently, so I doubt you will actually notice this post.. which is suppose to be a good thing.

I feel incredibly sad, bad and mad over this matter.
I thought I am the closest, the most important person to you.. I thought.
Ended up I ought to find this out through another person, I think I am actually the last one who know. I can't describe the way I feel now, its horrible. I don't want you to worry for me right now, and I got no one whom I trust to speak to .. I want to cry, but the feelings refused to come out and its breaking my heart. ): I should just forget all this and act like theres nothing wrong tomorrow, nights all.

2009-02-17T19:46:00.002+11:00

I feel the emptiness when I seem to have everything. Why is this so, why I just can't learn from my mistakes.. I taking everything for granted and ended up regretting.

I didn't go to school today, I got swollen eyes. Suppose to have my geography test today, I am too lazy to get a MC so I am dead.

I changed my URL. :)
Ciaoz, I need to study for maths test tomorrow!

2009-02-16T22:20:00.002+11:00

Hello people, I am posting right now because I came back home early today.
Got tuition for 3 hours. ):Effing tired I tell you.

So anyway, school was fine.
Had History test, I think I won't fail this time round. :)
D & T test as well.
After school I went home straight for tuition.

Today both of my hands got this blink blink thingy, It look just like how Edward Cullen look under the sun.
Hell cool alright, I don't know how I got them either.
I refused to wash it away. :(

Tagboard changed! :)

Kay crap. I miss alot of people ; Mc hong, Abby, Elaine Lim, Teo Shien-Li, Isk & co, Gladys & Nico.... All the people whom I don't get to see for a long time. ):

HAPPY Vday! (:

2009-02-14T05:52:00.002+11:00

This was taken when I have not got my tongue piercing. :)

Hello people! HAPPY Vday! I waited for so long and finally I got to spend my vday with my love! Going out later. Surprisingly I post today uh, I just came back not long ago from baby's house. I was sleeping, Eyes were damn pain but couldn't take out my contact lense because I didn't bring along my solution! ):

So anyway, school was fine + boring. Maths I didn't understand a thing so I should just depend on my tutor on monday. ):

Oh and I received a Rose and a bar bell from Kumar and Hao Ren for advance valentine.
Thank you. <3

Friendster is getting lousier laa. At first is don't know why the hell everyone's number of friends decreased for no reason.

And now theres some virus spreading around.
Friends sent those wed cam thingy with a girl wearing only a Bra, Some more the girl not even chio laa okay. I SWEAR. I keep getting those spam message/testimonial. ):
I dont understand face book and I dont like it.

Its 3am and I think I seriously need to force myself to sleep or else I won't be able to get up early and meet baby later.
Bye All! Happy Vday once again! (:

2009-02-13T00:01:00.004+11:00

People. :D
It've been so long since I blog. ): I've got no time at all even during the weekends.

I will try to blog more often alright.
Opening a blog shop very soon, do support kay! :D

Oh and I got my tongue pierced already. :)

Oh and, Happy Advance Valentine! :)
I doubt I would have the time to post since I need to go elaine and Gao Qiang's birthday celebration, then I need to meet baby and ought to stay over at his aunt's house that day. :)
I think theres some problem with my tag board, I am changing later so people please start tagging alrighty. :D

I promise I will have pictures on sunday! (:

2009-02-05T16:00:00.002+11:00

I didn't go school today.

you dont understand how I　feel when you are saying that I dont understand yours.
Is faces that important..

you cut me open.

2009-02-01T01:05:00.003+11:00

Hello people! Its weekend ohhhhhh! Isleptlate, Wakeuplate, Noneedtiemyhair, makeup-s, nouniforms, colouredcontacts, nomoreslacking.......... !!! :D

I am supposed to go Pasir Ris today but because of some reasons. :)
So me and baby went to plaza sing, I was planning to buy my slipper from m)phosis, Baby was planning to buy dumb bell. And we planned to eat pizza hut. ):

Thats when we walked pass a shop which sell couple rings. Chose our design then we found out its 48dollar each but not a pair. ): But bought them anyway! :D

Planned to walk around town but was tired, so went to sky garden slacked awhile and went home. :)

I am lazy to go out tomorrow, but I want to see baby. HOW! ):

1. Grab the book nearest to you , turn to page 18 and find line 4 .
" ' you did that again. ' ' What? ' ' Dazzling me. ' "

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can . What's there ?
pillow, bed, pencil case.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV ?
Magic show.

4. Without looking , guess what time it is ?
around 10 30?

5. Now look at the clock , what is the actual time ?
10 45. :)

6. With the exception of the computer , what can you hear ?
Tv sound.

7. When did you last step outside ?
hours ago.

8. Before you start this survey , what did you look at ?
My phone? (:

9. What are you wearing ?
Shirt and FBT.

10. Did you dream last night ?
Yea, I did. :)

11. When did you last laugh ?
Uh, just now?

12. What is on the walls of the room you're in ?
White.

13. Seen anything weird lately ?
Uh, a weird shape building I saw just now.

14. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight , what would you buy ?
Everything I want. :D

15. Tell me something about you that I don't know :
I am a girl.

16. Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up ?
Yea always. :D

17. Are you in a relationship , single , complicated , married , or engaged ?
In a relationship. :)

18. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
Badly.

19. Do you wish someone would call you right now?
I guess.

20. Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
HOT. :D

21. What song are you currently listening to?
Change - taylor swift

22. Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes. :)

23. Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
No.

24. Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I think? Most likely, :)

25. Are you happy at the moment?
Yes!

26. Do you want to get married?
Uh, Yes. :)

27. Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
depends.

28. Do you enjoy piercings and tattoos?
YESSSSS.

29. Is your computer desktop or a laptop?
Laptop. :)

30. With your girlfriend/boyfriend, a romantic night in or wild night out?
Uh, I dont know.

31. Have you kissed an opposite sex this month?
Just now.

32. How many girls/boys have met both your parents?
one.

33. How many REAL relationships have you been in?
3?

34. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes ! (:

35. Do certain songs make you cry?
Yes ):

36. Who was the last person you hugged?
Baby. :)

37. Do you wish you could see somebody right this second?
Baby ):

38. Are you allergic to anything?
Prawn, Mushroom.

39. To whom have you sent the most text messages?
Baby. :D

40. Are you faithful?
No one is.

2009-01-31T01:18:00.003+11:00

I cried today, Like what the fuck laa. ):

I met Amanda and her friend, Cai Yan, Gladys, Zai Rong, Wei Jie, Pei Qi and saw Jia Min and tracy at Griller. :)

Ate nice food today. <3

I was in a really bad mood today, and I smoked alot. :( Its a bad thing, I hope its just for today, really. I will be good this year.

Thanks for people who cheered me up oh. Love you all

P/S : I dont entertain people spamming at all, I dont bother to. :) SO, loser you can fuck off. I dont bother about what you think about me, I doubt you look/talk/show/behave anyway better than me oh! :)

I wonder if you wonder too.

2009-01-29T01:37:00.003+11:00

Theres alot more pictures waiting. :)

Hello, I was feeling hell tired today at school.
Good thing is I got back my maths test and I passed. Good thing isn't it? Its not a very good mark but I will work hard aye. :)

After school went Queen's way to get my contact lense with baby and ate my lunch.
Like what, I got 5 pairs of contact lenses now. -.-
Back to baby's house, Jia Min came back home with Tracy.
Played black Jack, I won oh! :)

Then went down to cresent, meet Isk, Kevin, Jason, Leonard and another guy.
Talked and Joked alot, back to membina. Ate dinner & slacked at sky garden & went home! :)

Its like, I ate my breakfast, lunch and dinner today! Finally ok!~

Bye readers, I am going to do my homework now oh!

2009-01-26T22:38:00.002+11:00

Nothing in comment with, but still be fascinated by your presence.

I came home early today, Because boyfriend got his dinner at home. I am suppose to go too, but well I wear until very improper laa, Some more I shyyyyyyyyyyy. Haha.

Woke up prepared and met boyfriend downstairs, Cab-ed to great world then. :)
bought tickets for The wedding Game and went to have lunch at fish & co.
was very full after meal, very expensive lunch today aye. Haha, Thanks baby oh.

Then went up to watch the movie, it was quite nice.. I prefer Ink Heart anyway. :)

Went TCC after that to have a drink, then cabbed home.
Thanks baby for today oh, I love you. :)

2009-01-25T21:20:00.003+11:00

Yesterday was Pretty good. :D

Went to boyfriend's house after my dinner around 10pm? :D
They were celebrating Isk's birthday in advance.

Me and Jia Min were chit chatting while they were playing 5 10, direction, poker.
Then boyfriend cannot take it anymore so I help him drink, 3 bottles of Chivas left one only. Leonard drank the most and he vomitted. :x

And guess what, I played balck jack with boyf and owe him $2880 dollars. -.-
What the fuck laa please, I wanted to clear everything then end up losing. But now left 30 only. :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEWYEAR EVERYONE. :D

Thoughts, feelings.

2009-01-24T02:57:00.004+11:00

Every time at home I tend to reflect on things I am doing, thinking if whatever I am doing is correct. So yeah, I thoguht of my relationship and friendship though.

Baby, I appreciate everything you are doing for me. Taking care of me, reminding + forcing me to eat every meal, being the first to notice whenever theres something wrong with me. I know sometimes you would get mad when I dont do what you expect me to do, but you still willing to give in to me like always.
I tend feel easier to express my emotion here despite that I am kind of lousy at words, I hope you will still get what I trying to say yes?
I dont know if I am taking you for granted, but I still love you as much dont worry alright. Hearing you telling me that I am treat you cold and kind of ignoring you, I am real sorry okay. Although I didn't even notice that. I will change ok, I hope I will be able to.
I actually like it alot when you laugh or smile, that explain why am I disturbing you everytime! :D
You are fun to be with, That explain why I dont get sick of you at all.. You are the one who is keeping me entertain and laugh everyday. :)
you are the one who is leading me to a right path, Like telling me not to go back to smoking, encourage me to stop slacking and study example?

Theres alot more I want to say but I dont wish to turn this into an essay, It've 6months but feeling hasn't change.. I love you baby.

I noticed I am losing contact with the one I used to hang out with. I dont talk much in school already, I dont get it.. Sometimes I wonder if its me the one who change or people. I do miss the times when shien li was in the same class as me.. I love recess with elaine, shu jing and the rest but I wonder why I feel different. I always want to get out of the school badly because somehow I think I dont belong there, somehow I think nobody is listening to me although it seem like I have got my group of clique. I tried hard to keep the distance close but I always failed. ): this is bothering me.
I would prefer friends outside as I know they will listen to me and entertain me well, I feel easy being with them. And Sim Jia Min retard is always my best friend, thank you for si min who is always there although we so called quarrel alot.
Well, I dont need alot of friends but just one or two.. So that explained why I sometimes were so unfriendly. :)

I want to say alot now, although I know people wont bother to read.
Bye readers.

2009-01-23T21:59:00.002+11:00

I didn't go to school today oh.
So i woke up and meet boyf at his house, slacked and talked awhile then went to Vivo to watch Ink Heart?

The movie was like damm nice laa okay! :) I still cant forget about the flying monkey. :D
Whatever he reads on a book the character will come to life.

So boyf left for dinner and I went home, Its like damn early ok. ):

I find Twilight is much more interesting after me reading the book.

2009-01-23T00:38:00.002+11:00

Hello! I am satisfied today. Because I bought a T-shirt, a floral bare back, a tank top, a grey coloured short, fake eye lashes and glue and a belt. :)

went tiong after that meet Joey, Gladys and Pei Qi.
Went home around 8 30? :)

A auntie passed gas before she walk out off the lift, DAMM LOUD CAN. At first no smell, after that it smelled like ZOMG.

I am not going to school tomorrow oh! :D

2009-01-21T23:29:00.002+11:00

Some idiots thought I am a Japanese. -.-
Am i THAT white ?

I've been handing up my home work everyday and I think I am just great.
Took 100dollar and I am going to get my clothes and stuffs tomorrow.

Should I just remove my tagboard? AGAIN?

2009-01-19T00:32:00.002+11:00

Awwww, I looked like a Lady right? Haha.
I went for service today! It was great as I saw alot of familiar faces whom I missed alot. :)
Finished around 12 and went to eat lunch. Bused back to Tampines? :)

Went to Tampines mall, Apply for my Keyboard course at YAMAHA.
We shopped for awhile and I went to my uncle's house to look for my dog which I used to have. :)
I miss them like fuck can, She grew much fatter because she just gave birth to ten puppies but she was still as active as ever. AWWWWWWW. ): Bad I dont have her photo since my phone got no battery.

Reached home early because I still got alot of home work to do! diediedie and die.
BYE I AM GOING TO DO MY HOMEWORK NOW.

P/s : should I get my tongue piercing or my navel piercing?
P/ss : I am going to get a new puppy soon.
P/sss : I am going to update twice in a week because I am so busy.

2009-01-16T17:11:00.001+11:00

Like finally its Friday. ):
I dont plan to go anywhere today because I am effing tired. Will update tomorrow with pictures yea. :)

2009-01-13T16:06:00.002+11:00

I didn't go to school today.
I just couldn't wake up in the morning, Had a really bad headache. ): I didn't know my phone was off. ):

I bought 3 tops at Bugis yesterday. :D Was supposed to buy my bag anyway.

I am not lian. Tell me what makes you think that I am, just because my skirt is short? Just because I USED TO have so many piercings? Wtf, stop it laa please. Honestly speaking, I dont care your brother is this or that. I DONT.

2009-01-11T16:09:00.002+11:00

Here is the pictures which I took at safra playground? :D

Sorry I didn't update yesterday, I came back home late so didn't get the time to blog. (:

I went to Tiong to meet Baby first, Ate at griller. I saw Lingmin ＆　ｃｏ？　:D
Then we took a cab to cresent since 195 was too crowded.

Reached safra pool, Meet Kevin, Jason, Yuan Xiang, Warren & Cheryl. (:
Jason Lim keep snatching PSP from me. ):
Awhile more Isk and leonard came too. (:

Skip to the dinner part.
Ate dinner at cresent market and bus-ed to Great World.
They kept disturbing/laughed at me because it looked like I didn't wear anything from the back! ): I was wearing tube you see.
Reached great wolrd but didn't watch anything because the tickets were all sold out. accompanied Jia Min to wait for bus and we cab to some place near Vivo. :D

A place which have nice scenario(if I spell it correctly), A place which is very quiet and romantic. :) Yuan Xiang got a nice voice but Jason ruined the nice atmosphere, HAHA.

Awhile more they left, because they need to go to the airport.
Me and baby slacked awhile and left around 11 30pm? :)
Walked quite far to take a cab.
Ate at bukit merah MacDonald. :D Talked and Joked, cab-ed home and baby sent me to door step. :)　ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｂａｂｙ，　Ｉ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ．　

I reached home around 1am. :D

Anyway, I wont be going out today. Will complete my home work as well! :D
Bye readers!

2009-01-10T15:10:00.002+11:00

Just look at how many days I didn't blog now, I dont have the time or rather that I am lazy to. won't blog that often as well. Anyway, Will be watching movie later, either ong bak2 or red cliff 2. (: I want to watch ong bak! ):

Will edit my post with pictures later! :D

2009-01-07T23:36:00.002+11:00

Hey I am updating! Haha, I've been busy these few days hence I didn't make a effort to update this blog of mine.

But oh well, Life in 2/5 is getting pretty fun. And also, I have a feeling that I will be able to study unlike last year. I hope I can alright! <3
I've been meeting boyf and Jia Min alot these few days. (: I miss alot of people oh.

Bye readers! Sorry for the short update aye, Will take picture and post when its week end! :D Keep my tag board alive please?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE!

2009-01-04T03:17:00.005+11:00

Yes I am one year older already! (: I have to learn to grow up, take care of myself and not to rely on friends/family/boyf much. <3

Today was greeeeat. I met boyf for almost the whole day oh.

We went to Kbox at china town, until 7 pm? <3
It was Awesome! Haha. sadly no pictures for that. ):

Went boyf's house for dinner, and he gave me present but dont let me see/touch/open. ): So never mind, ate dinner and talked awhile.
Then Jia Min & boyf brought in a cake and sang birthday song for me. I touched. THANKS FOR THE EFFORT. Boyf smashed the cake on my face!!!!! ): But well, I actually took revenge by kept on hugging and kissing him until he get all the cream on his face. HAHA.

Then Si Min/Man Man came. chatted and Joked awhile more and left Boyf/Jia Min's house. :D
Left to Tiong with Si Min, Ate mac and para-ed. :) Cabbed home with boyf's money. <3

Boyf put alot effort on those, The present is BIG. Haha thanks and I appreciate it. Love you.
This is my second birthday present.
My first is from Kah weng, THANKS. <3

2009-01-03T00:39:00.003+11:00

I look so weird. :(
Yea without my make up I look like that, whatever. :)

Hello people! I suppose that your miss my update right! :D
Its kind of late but, Bye to 2008!

In 2009...
I should study hard, I mean it as I already promised alot of people to include my boyf & My mum.
Try to treat everybody nice, Try to be friendly to everyone, SO HARD. :(
Last long with boyf, lesser quarrel with mother, get along well with friends. :)
Thats all I guess, its so hard to get them done. ):

I spent the last day of 2008 with Isk & co again. :D ate at Depot and went to fish for prawn, all the way until 5 in the morning? Its was great indeed.

First day of 2009 rot-ed at home. -.-

First day of school was tiring and slacked alot. I was late today, the first day of school you know! ): I am in Elaine's class this year, And Hao Ren is back. :D

Know how many things I still dont get use to anot, Cannot wear home clothes, No make up, Cannot put down my hair, have to wake up early, no plannings after school.. SO MANY OF THEM. :(

I met boyf for lunch with Si min, Then headed to Tiong to meet Cai Yan, Jia min and Wei Jie. :) was hell bored so we decided to go Jia Min's house. :)

SI MIN'S REACTION WAS HELL BIG WHEN SHE SAW THE KID FELL DOWN. It was really big. Funny! Then she was being so entertaining when she was imitating that someone's voice. HAHA!

Dont shagg laa si min, he is just a bastard. :)

MY BIRTHDAY IN 2 DAYS TIME LEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2008-12-31T02:52:00.002+11:00

I've no choice people, I cant only vent my angers here. Ignore this post.

I've live with you for like almost 14 years. Tell me, what you know about me.
You said I dont care how you feel, think about how much I changed from P6 to now. I know, you always dont appreciate anything. You only see the flaws I am having + scolding me about it but you will never see about the changes that I've make. I am tired mama, I tried so hard to impress you.. to let you feel that I am better than what you thought, to let you know that I am trying very hard to reach your expectation.. But you never do appreciate, never. Maybe to you, I am nothing at all? I doubt you can see/know anything from this post, because nobody would ever tell you and you will never bother to see my blog. But how I wish you can see those thing above..
You never failed to be the one who makes me cry badly like this, I am just a cry baby to you but you never know much much it hurt hearing you saying those words. I dont hate you.

2008-12-31T01:54:00.008+11:00

I grew from this,

to this,

And this,

Then this. :D

And this. :D

I suddenly feel like posting those, Haha. :D
Within one year, I think. Things changed, people changed. I am learning to think for the future but not the past, hopefully 2009 will be a better year. (:

Anyway, will be going out with Isk & co tomorrow again. These few days is fun. :D

2008-12-30T03:53:00.003+11:00

Hey people, I am not going to blog much today as I've got no pictures because I forgot to bring my phone out today.

Firstly, me and boyf walked almost the whole town to kill time.
Then, met Jia min and went to Penisular to get my school back which I dont really like.
Went to Cresent to meet Isk & co.
Talked and slacked until 11 plus and walked home with boyf, Then saw my mother downstairs with her friend. :D
CIAO, update tomorrow/later people.

6 more days to my birthday yo! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Edited!

2008-12-28T18:07:00.004+11:00

People, I am off to bukit merah to meet Jia min now.
And we will go town to see Jason's match until 8pm, will update with photo when I am back! <3 CIAO.

Its my picture! Haha.

I didn't go town today, because Jason finished his match earlier.
Then me and Jia Min went to cresent find Isk & co. :D Went to safra, watched them played para, I failed my rock fever laa, noob laa. ):
Then went to cresent market,talked and laughed. Lol, fantasy. HAHAHA!
Ate dinner, slacked and Joked. I got no nipple hair laa. ): HAHAHAHA!
Then I went to find my mother and I saw uncle simon. <3
Talking to baby so CIAO!

Count down to my birthday, IN ONE WEEKS TIME. :D

2008-12-27T19:11:00.001+11:00

Hello, I didn't going anywhere today.

Look at this people, fucking disgusting piercing. ):

2008-12-27T03:03:00.003+11:00

Hello everyone! Omg I wait for bestfriend's picture I can die man. ): Haha.

I went to sentosa with Isk & co today yup. <3 I was late uh, didn't manage to wake up on time.I made everyone waited for me, sorry!

Cab to sentosa. I didn't bring any clothes but I was forced to go down, Haha.
So played, Enjoyed & Laughed.
We played Volleyball with some bangkalasI dont know how to decirbe them as. Was quite fun actually. :D
The best part was when they hit the ball to me.
They shouted ESTHER!!!!
I then catch the ball and replied them. HAHAHA! Stupid lo.

Rest for awhile, Played and bathed. Then took bus back to HF.
Thats when a group of dogs ruin-ed our day. -'-

Especially for that girl, you did ______. Boy's problem you want to care so much, in the end also hide in the corner like a dog. What sia, if you didn't act a hero do ______ we wont touch anyone there, if you didn't do that I wont even bother to shout at you or even look at you. Just like Isk said, I shouldn't scold you but give you a few slap so no one would even pull me away. Your boyf wanted to take the slap for you? No way biatch, I want to slap yours. Your boyf is another dog. At first so eh sai in the end also keep saying sorry. Wtf laa. Dont let me see you anywhere ever again laa, I will give you whatever I didn't get to do today. -'- I mean it.
And lucky biatch this is the first time I tried to slapped people so badly.

Merry Christmas! <3

2008-12-25T23:47:00.002+11:00

Merry Christmas everyone! I had fun today + yesterday, Though I'm frigging tired because I've only slept for 1hour. ): But I will update anyway!

I got prepared and off to meet Kevin, Leonard, Lionel, Yuan Xiang, Jason & boyf at Safra. (: Was planning to go town but Isk needed to work so we went to Great World instead? Meet Jia Min and Yuting too!

Ate dinner, bought ticket for YESMAN and waited for the movie to start. (:
While waiting, Did alot of nonsense including Drawing on Yuan Xiang's eyes using eye liner. Wtf, Damn funny I tell you!

The show started at 9 30pm, ended around 11 15pm. :D Bused to cresent with the rest while Jia Min and Yu Ting went home first.

Meet Isk at block10 and we drink, I saw Pei Fen. :D Lol, Yuan Xiang's face red like some Tomato siolz. REALLY. Then Jason vomited as well.
Went to boyf's house around 2 30am with Jason, Kevin, and Isk. <3

Isk went to sleep as soon when he reached boyf's house. While me, Jia min and Yu ting didn't allow the rest to sleep. Me paint boyf's nails, Jia Min paint Jason's and yuting paint Kevin's. :D Like wtf, Kevin let us to draw his face using eye liner! Funny shit. I will upload the pictures tomorrow!

The rest went to sleep except me and Yu ting. Had Heart-to-Heart talks until morning 8, went down to eat breakfast. Came back, Yu ting slept and I went to sleep too. But I couldn't sleep at all and boyf accompanied me for awhile. <3 everybody woke up at 1pm?

Isk was damn High today, He Joked alot laa. We laughed alot, (: Isk went to search boyf's stuffs and made up stories, Funny. Talked, Laughed, joked, played until 8pm and we left. Took a cab home with boyf's money. I love you sweetheart.

Today is hell fun, I haven't laugh like this for dont know how long already. They are going sentosa tomorrow! Lol

P/s : I didn't pierce my tongue, boyf dont allow me to. ): Haha
P/ss : will upload pictures tmr, I PROMISE!

2008-12-24T15:54:00.002+11:00

Hello, today is Christmas Eve. I'm suppose to be happy, too.
But why am I not looking forward to everything, Like I just quarreled with my mum.
well, I just hope it will get better later. Will edit this post again. (:

At last

2008-12-24T00:54:00.004+11:00

Hello people! I am happy today. :D

Went out early to meet Jia min, went for queen's way. Walked here & there, few rounds but I didn't get myself anything lo! :D Then after that went back tiong and waited for Abby. (:

Meet her around 4 30? We took a cab to far east because both of us didn't know how to go there. HAHA.
Well, I walked rounds at Far East again, nothing catch my eye either. So Abby went to extend her hair, walked and left to bugis. We missed our stop because we were to busy talking, -.- Reached Junction, Thats was when a guy approached us, he talked alot alot but we didn't know/hear a word. Then we found out he is from Imodels company. (: Haha

Ate our Dinner then went to street, shop-ed. I get myself a top for tomorrow and a Christmas hat for free. <3 Then went back Tiong, bought a hair clip, Abby went to find her boyf and I went home. Reached home around 10pm? <3

Had fun with Abby today, Talked really alot which was unexpected. Remember love, before school starts ok! Love you hun.

P/s : my tagboard is dead again.
P/ss : No picture because my phone is spoiled and Abby's phone got no battery. ):

Whatever.

2008-12-22T17:06:00.001+11:00

My phone spoil. ): And I've no extra phones. -'-

Well, a phone doesnt matter that much I guess. (: I dont have to check message, reply and everything. Whatever.

I am having alot of mood swing these days, I've no idea why too. Maybe everything will get better when school reopens! (:

Fyi, Christmas is in days time but I dont think I will get to shop for the things I want before it. I need money. ): -'-

2008-12-21T15:23:00.002+11:00

Hello, I think my blog is getting bring lately. I am lazy, to take any pictures. ):
So well, I am now waiting for my mother to come back and go out with her.

School is going to start and I haven't buy my books yet. I've got so much things to do, I need to get my shopping done before Christmas which in days time, I need to go out with many people whom I promised to go out with ages ago. Real busy. ):
And, I cant find the books of Twilight series. In any book shop. ): Anyone finished reading it already? ):

2008-12-21T02:00:00.002+11:00

Yes, I watched Twilight with baby today. :D It was Quite good, interesting. :D But I still prefer IP man yup. And Baby slept at the beginning of the movie ar, haha. Because He didn't sleep yesterday. ._.
Anyway, I shall update more tomorrow. Rather tired because I slept at 7am and woke up at 11. ): Ciao.

Happy 5th month My love.

2008-12-20T04:18:00.003+11:00

Sweet heart, It've been 5 months. Its rather amazing that we can last this long aren't it? I believe we can last until ; Christmas, My birthday, Our 6month, Valentine, Your birthday which is one 7th July and even the next Christmas. (: Even though we've been quarreling more often now but I believe its part of learning on improving the relationship.
Everything we went through, the lil arguments, the laughters, the long phone talks, the long bus rides, the hilarious jokes.. everything makes me laugh whenever I recalled when I am down/bored/sad/whatever.
The long bus rides seem so short with you around, The boring places makes me feel happy instead just because you are beside me. Thanks for giving in to me again & again though you mentioned you are not the giving-in-to-girlfriend kind, I know I am not a perfect girlfriend for you because I love to find fault and making you angry, I shout back when I should be keeping quiet, I am not a sweet girlf which I suppose to be one... But I love you. :D Dont see my flaws and fall out of love with me, No body can ever replace you so no worry. Again, Happy 5 month love. <3